I ORDERED SN!

[gizzreid]

was gonna hold off til next paycheck but had an episode, my partner of 2.5 years who i moved across the country for basically ghosted me and i feel like the last 5 days of being blocked and removed from everything, even fucking last.fm (tbf i removed them from our spotify premium) has just been me manic and not caring but it just hit me, i'm cut off from everything. changed my life for him only to just be shut out. maybe i deserved it, but who cares? so i ordered it, down a few bucks but hey maybe i'll have another episode when it's here and i'll do it. feels weird ordering from a chemical site. if it doesn't work do i just get to make super salty food? joke. i'll make it work ! this reminds me of a bojack horseman anecdote a little.

 

[MrBrownUpsideD]

Chemical suppliers usually don't allow particulars/individuals to buy SN. Odds might be that they'll ask proof about your supposed company before shipping. I've heard it happen on this forum before. And I'm sorry for what you're going through. What Bojack anecdote are you referring to?

 

[Lefttounge]

was gonna hold off til next paycheck but had an episode, my partner of 2.5 years who i moved across the country for basically ghosted me and i feel like the last 5 days of being blocked and removed from everything, even fucking last.fm (tbf i removed them from our spotify premium) has just been me manic and not caring but it just hit me, i'm cut off from everything. changed my life for him only to just be shut out. maybe i deserved it, but who cares? so i ordered it, down a few bucks but hey maybe i'll have another episode when it's here and i'll do it. feels weird ordering from a chemical site. if it doesn't work do i just get to make super salty food? joke. i'll make it work ! this reminds me of a bojack horseman anecdote a little.

You didn't order this from d-web, did you? :/
Make absolutely certain you took proper precautions to hide your identity.
Otherwise LE might get involved.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's awful how in this world other people just make things worse, I guess that after all you cannot trust and rely on people no matter what. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find what you are searching for.

 

[gizzreid]

You didn't order this from d-web, did you? :/
Make absolutely certain you took proper precautions to hide your identity.
Otherwise LE might get involved.

i ordered from CCS, nothing bad, someone here recommended it to me and said they ship to addresses

Chemical suppliers usually don't allow particulars/individuals to buy SN. Odds might be that they'll ask proof about your supposed company before shipping. I've heard it happen on this forum before. And I'm sorry for what you're going through. What Bojack anecdote are you referring to?

when he's playing philbert, he tries to do his own stunt and fails and falls off a roof. later, he's giving the eulogy speech at his mother's funeral and mentions the failed stunt, and says that the one thing he could think of while falling was "won't they be sorry?". that's how i feel too in a sad way

 

[Lefttounge]

What is CCS?

 

[gizzreid]

Might want to remove this comment (source)

removed, didn't even think about that, thank you

 

[anonaon]

Might want to remove this comment (source)

you should remove this, profilers can be lurking

Both of you should also remove your comments

 

[TraumaEscapee:)]

If you'd be kind enough to share the CCS source I would be very greatful. I am in a lot of pain so it would be beneficial. I tried the SN last year didn't have the best experience but I would definitely try again. It was very salty. I drank one of the things, can't remember what it was but it actually gave me really bad dihorrea. I think I did it wrong even though I had read stan's guide. Silly me.

 

[gizzreid]

If you'd be kind enough to share the CCS source I would be very greatful. I am in a lot of pain so it would be beneficial. I tried the SN last year didn't have the best experience but I would definitely try again. It was very salty. I drank one of the things, can't remember what it was but it actually gave me really bad dihorrea. I think I did it wrong even though I had read stan's guide. Silly me.

yeah of course i'll PM you! i'm luckily a huge salt lover so i'm not too worried for myself, but i can see why others would struggle, salt is one of those things that you can either love or hate. honestly i grew up on the coast so i'm used to salt water lol

edit: you may need to PM me not seeing a button for it. may just be dumb

 

[TraumaEscapee:)]

yeah of course i'll PM you! i'm luckily a huge salt lover so i'm not too worried for myself, but i can see why others would struggle, salt is one of those things that you can either love or hate. honestly i grew up on the coast so i'm used to salt water lol

Thank you really appreciate it. Last year I ordered SN from IC and I hated the salty taste but I had bought a liquid medicine to make me not be sick and it actually gave me dihorrea really badly and an upset tummy. So I hope this time I do it properly. Also useful, check out Stan's guide so you know how to take things properly (dosages, measurements, times and exaxtly what to take with what and how to get your hands on other things) =)

 

[LateForTheBus]

I'm so sorry about the end of your relationship. Personally, I think ghosting someone is cowardly. People should be adults and talk about their issues, especially when you've been together as long as you had. ((Hugs))

 

[justanotherloser]

Someone please pm me a sn source? What is ccs etc. Thanks!!

 

[unnormal9]

I think ghosting someone is cowardly.

By that logic so is suicide. (It's not)
Others have their reasons, just move on then if it's an issue.