I might be able to get a proper revolver in the Philippines if I befriend locals. I had my hands on one a decade ago from a friend's uncle who brought it over for target shooting a mannequin for fun. The uncle was a murderer who never got caught yet. Friendly guy though, lol. I so regret that I didn't turn the gun on myself instead of the mannequin. But I wasn't suicidal before. But with lots of money I'm sure I could get my hands on a gun there again. Then after a glass of scotch it's trigger time! The rest of the money I would donate before pulling the trigger.