Method I only have one chance to get this right

[no_choice]

I am short on time and only have one shot.

I have
30 mg alprazolam
4 mg triazolam
Nothing else.


and an ocean. I would paddle as far out as I can and wait to fall asleep and slip into the water. Could this work? The can't bring myself to jump or shoot myself. I just want to go to sleep and drift down. I'm desperate. I'm naive to all drugs. Thank you everyone.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

Unfortunately this isn't a reliable plan. Xanax doesn't kill SI and it may kick in faster than you expect in terms of paddling out to wherever (also assuming this is somewhere completely isolated where no one will see or hear you or else that element goes to shit as well) and you may wake up pretty pissed off.

No disrespect meant <3