Venting I officially give up. I'm planning on leaving this month.

[Tellurian120]

I've given up. There is zero purpose for me to be in this world. I am not going to graduate higher education, I am not going to progress up the work ladder, I am not going to get any friends, I am not going to start a family. I am completely and utterly miserable, and no fun to be around. If I did kill myself, then society will easily move on, hence why I plan to do so. The government in my country would rather make sure everyone stays alive for decades, but there is no reason why I, at aged 23, should live anymore. I honestly do not care if the method is painful, as long as it is done in a secluded area (and there's a nearby forested area I can easily walk to) then I'll just get a ligature and hang myself. My official plan is to kill myself this month, I just need to do some research because if I get caught in the middle of an attempt, my life will get irreversibly worse and there will be no way out.

 

[crackaddict117]

i hope you find your peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[Chronical_Suicidal]

The government in my country would rather make sure everyone stays alive for decades

It's happening everywhere, but the question is: live more for what? There's no point in getting older and older for some.

 

[lpdsvm]

I hope you will get the peace you are striving to achieve

If you have to drop out then see what talent you have or anything that has sharpened and it's better because years of mastery replace a degree. Maybe there are places that need that type of skill.
I myself want to do it one day (feeling it's close) because this system is design to put labels and is trying to represent itself in a competent way.
When it's time for me to leave this ridiculous world I will not care about any pain from hanging either.