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favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
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i just got my pull up bar but it doesn't fit my bathroom door and i want to make it less traumatic to the person that will find me, since she's and elder… so i want to rent an airbnb, i hope it helps me to overcome SI because i'm broke
 
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eternalpace

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Oct 18, 2025
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For me, SI had less to do with the location and more to do with the act itself. With partial hanging, I had issues with the rope... then its placement.. then facial bloating... and then SI. The SI caught me off guard.
 
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favouriteworstnight

favouriteworstnight

pretty noose
May 14, 2023
82
For me, SI had less to do with the location and more to do with the act itself. With partial hanging, I had issues with the rope... then its placement.. then facial bloating... and then SI. The SI caught me off guard.
i couldn't do partial as well, now i'm going for full but i know si can kick in and i might not kick the stool and if i fail i don't know if i can attempt again because i don't have the money…
 

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