Her's
I can't say that I saw it coming.
- Jun 27, 2023
- 19
Hello!!
I'm a 22 yo guy, and I've always been someone who's okay with being on my own. I've got two brothers around my age, so I've never really felt alone. But recently, things have been different. Over the past few months, I've been dealing with major depression and anxienty, and I've noticed how my brothers are starting to spend more time with their friends, which I get, but I also feel a bit left behind.
To be honest, it's been tough. I've felt isolated in ways I didn't expect. I've always been someone who has dealt with loneliness well, but recently it's been harder. I've found myself thinking a lot more about cbting, so much so i even bought a pew pew with a single bullet and keep it hidden from myself, and now I realized how important it is to have friends, to feel like I matter. Not in a way that feels desperate, but just in the simple need for connection.
I know this might seem like a lot, but if anyone out there can relate or is willing to reach out, I'd really appreciate it. I'm not looking for pity or attention, just a genuine friend to talk to. Sometimes it feels like the world is closing in, but I'm trying to hold on.
If you feel like you want to connect, feel free to send me a DM. I'd be really grateful to have someone to talk to.
I'm a 22 yo guy, and I've always been someone who's okay with being on my own. I've got two brothers around my age, so I've never really felt alone. But recently, things have been different. Over the past few months, I've been dealing with major depression and anxienty, and I've noticed how my brothers are starting to spend more time with their friends, which I get, but I also feel a bit left behind.
To be honest, it's been tough. I've felt isolated in ways I didn't expect. I've always been someone who has dealt with loneliness well, but recently it's been harder. I've found myself thinking a lot more about cbting, so much so i even bought a pew pew with a single bullet and keep it hidden from myself, and now I realized how important it is to have friends, to feel like I matter. Not in a way that feels desperate, but just in the simple need for connection.
I know this might seem like a lot, but if anyone out there can relate or is willing to reach out, I'd really appreciate it. I'm not looking for pity or attention, just a genuine friend to talk to. Sometimes it feels like the world is closing in, but I'm trying to hold on.
If you feel like you want to connect, feel free to send me a DM. I'd be really grateful to have someone to talk to.
