Hollowillow
I want throat hugs & anime! Can't use chat pm me
- Aug 7, 2022
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A while ago, I received a pm that made it clear that people hate me for something I'm not, without trying to know me, discuss, and let me apologize if I hurt them. I wish I was given that chance instead to hate me and try to ban me away from the only friends I have. Maybe we could have been friends too. But I've been hated for the people I love & want to protect...
In the last 2 days I saw extreme bullying for saying anything negative but true about sn.
I thought that this place was different, sacred, with the most beautiful compassion & solidarity that I had ever seen. I was... Sadly wrong.
I hurt someone by ignorance when I first came, deeply regreted it, vowed to have compassion & friendship for everyone here. I suck at showing it, I'm too in pain, but often when I seem angry, I'm actually crying.
But there is a limit to how much unfair hatred an already broken heart can bear.
I just want peace.
So let me know who you are, we'll "ignore" each ither and will never see each other's censored post again. Will never share ideas, argue, help, or become friends.
I wish I understood why you hate me... But did you try to understand me? That maybe you hurt me or someone I care about... No one is perfect.
If mutual blocking is not good enough for you and want to torture me into a full ban, to take away my only friends, all alone bedridden, in agony, terrified... Out of pure spite... when I suffer as much as you already... You'd truly be bullies & monsters.
I propose to let me stay in SS... So I can learn to kill myself. So I can ban myself from the entired planet.
Does it sounds good to you?
It breaks my heart beyond repair. But I am in unbearable agony... Tired... Heartbroken...
I just want peace.
So if you want me banned let me know, we'll block each other, tell all your friends... Register just so you can censor me.
So I'll spend hours trying to write posts to help someone who will never see it. The ultimate soul crushing futility of existence.
If I hurt a gentle soul, I'm sincerely sorry. I didn't notice. I'm in pain out if my mind.
If you bullied me or a gentle soul. You hurt me. I defended myself.
We use the word pro lifer to hurt each other when we disagree instead to try to understand each other with compassion, and find solace in each other. It makes me sad.
I just don't have the strength anymore. You broke me. Are you happy now?
Do you want to see my pictures of me covered in blood after someone beat me? Would it comfort your heart?
I'm sorry for being born. Hopefully I can learn to correct my mother's mistake. Please help me.
Now let's get it over with. Even serials killers deserve a trial before their execution. Let me know who hate me, we can block each other, and never meet again.
I just wanted to be friends. And die.
Thank you
In the last 2 days I saw extreme bullying for saying anything negative but true about sn.
I thought that this place was different, sacred, with the most beautiful compassion & solidarity that I had ever seen. I was... Sadly wrong.
I hurt someone by ignorance when I first came, deeply regreted it, vowed to have compassion & friendship for everyone here. I suck at showing it, I'm too in pain, but often when I seem angry, I'm actually crying.
But there is a limit to how much unfair hatred an already broken heart can bear.
I just want peace.
So let me know who you are, we'll "ignore" each ither and will never see each other's censored post again. Will never share ideas, argue, help, or become friends.
I wish I understood why you hate me... But did you try to understand me? That maybe you hurt me or someone I care about... No one is perfect.
If mutual blocking is not good enough for you and want to torture me into a full ban, to take away my only friends, all alone bedridden, in agony, terrified... Out of pure spite... when I suffer as much as you already... You'd truly be bullies & monsters.
I propose to let me stay in SS... So I can learn to kill myself. So I can ban myself from the entired planet.
Does it sounds good to you?
It breaks my heart beyond repair. But I am in unbearable agony... Tired... Heartbroken...
I just want peace.
So if you want me banned let me know, we'll block each other, tell all your friends... Register just so you can censor me.
So I'll spend hours trying to write posts to help someone who will never see it. The ultimate soul crushing futility of existence.
If I hurt a gentle soul, I'm sincerely sorry. I didn't notice. I'm in pain out if my mind.
If you bullied me or a gentle soul. You hurt me. I defended myself.
We use the word pro lifer to hurt each other when we disagree instead to try to understand each other with compassion, and find solace in each other. It makes me sad.
I just don't have the strength anymore. You broke me. Are you happy now?
Do you want to see my pictures of me covered in blood after someone beat me? Would it comfort your heart?
I'm sorry for being born. Hopefully I can learn to correct my mother's mistake. Please help me.
Now let's get it over with. Even serials killers deserve a trial before their execution. Let me know who hate me, we can block each other, and never meet again.
I just wanted to be friends. And die.
Thank you
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