Venting I need to cbt now

[Sammystink]

I was planning to ctb in August but I cant do that I need to do it soon. I was trying to find dsl but I can't.
I think my only choice left is to hang..
Idk I can't keep doing this

 

[EmptyBottle]

There are a variety of options available, some can only be tried once, some can be tried more (the megathreads have so much info)

Edit: Just found ur 'life so far thread'.
What drives you to CTB if I may ask? For me, my CTB attempt in 2022 was driven by a wish to avoid a deadline for an assignment I didn't send, followed by the overall belief that life could get worse, the belief is fading and I'm slightly surprised I'm still here.

 

[Sammystink]

There are a variety of options available, some can only be tried once, some can be tried more (the megathreads have so much info)

What drives you to CTB if I may ask? For me, my CTB attempt in 2022 was driven by a wish to avoid a deadline for an assignment I didn't send, followed by the overall belief that life could get worse, the belief is fading and I'm slightly surprised I'm still here.

Everything is just going crazy right now I dont even know where to start.
I've had several CTB attempts before this, none of them worked, I feel like I can't push it back any further, my friends want me to go to the mental hospital again, and everytime I do anything i end up ruining everything.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Everything is just going crazy right now I dont even know where to start.
I've had several CTB attempts before this, none of them worked, I feel like I can't push it back any further, my friends want me to go to the mental hospital again, and everytime I do anything i end up ruining everything.

Remember there is no obligation to go back there (u can go if u want to, just that u should have the option of not going).

PS: Posting here didn't ruin things, tks for replying :3

 

[Sammystink]

Remember there is no obligation to go back there (u can go if u want to, just that u should have the option of not going).

PS: Posting here didn't ruin things, tks for replying :3

Thank you I appreciate it.
I just don't know what to do right now.
Everything feels intense, and Idk how long I can take it

 

[EmptyBottle]

Thank you I appreciate it.
I just don't know what to do right now.
Everything feels intense, and Idk how long I can take it

Maybe consider writing, reading, deep breathing and more.

I've found that some distractions from fears helped me.

 

[Sammystink]

Maybe consider writing, reading, deep breathing and more.

I've found that some distractions from fears helped me.

I guess I'll see what happens.
Thank you for the help!

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.