I hate how we live in a world where we are forced to lie about being suicidal when in reality we want to pour our hearts out to someone who understands when they ask us if we are suicidal but of course we are FORCED by law to say no so we don´t get punished.
I know. I told my neighbor who seemed to really understandnand was very spmathetc and sweet.
Yes unfortunately I'm still here. I got in a huge fight with my neighbors and it's really flared up my inner ear and head pain and I had to go to the doctors today pretty far away so I just passed out with exhaustion. I can't kill myself now because I don't want to give my neighbors the satisfaction of knowing I died because of the pain from the fight we got in.
If it helps, my PM is open if you want to talk about it/vent about it. I share the same view you do in that I might as well spend my last few moments here trying to help people feel better.
Thank you so much but I'm in too much physical pain to do so right now. But I'll take you up on that one day. Lots of love.
Np. I hope you'll feel better (I know that's a stupid thing to say but I mean well). My PMs are always open. Lots of love right back atcha. You're a good person and you deserve so much better.
