I need someone to stab me multiple times in my vital organs

[LastDayOnEarth]

And then burn my body as I die from the pain

 

[Life'sA6itch]

I think that would be hard to find even if you came across a bloodthirsty criminal. I'd just like to have a clean up person dispose of my body and ensure that I'm cremated and that there's no obituary and no damned grave. Don't want phony people claiming to care or pay their "last respects" like my older sister who stole more than $70,000 inheritance of mine BEFORE I EVER KNEW IT EXISTED and who told people extreme lies about me to cover her massive theft of a total of more than $221,000 USD from our mom with dementia. I'd already have been dead if I could have had a gas, pill or drink that would just knock me out forever. I cannot take physical pain atop all of my mental pain/depression. I just want permanent lights out.

 

[Linda]

You won't find anyone who would do that. If you really want to die that way, you will have to do it yourself.

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad

hope you find relief from suffering