Help I need some help because I’m not sure about what method I’m going to use to CTB.

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

I've never really thought how difficult is choosing the methods to CTB. Today, and a few days ago, I tested a pesticide and it caused me some unpleasant symptoms (cardiac arritmia, shorten breathing, a burning feeling in my mouth and eyes). I today I bought Potassium Cyanide, but I'm concerned if it will cause me slow process of death.



What would be your choice between Pesticides, Potassium Cyanide (both highly toxic) or partial hanging?

I don't have other resources, I just have these two options.

I found the right spot to pass out, and lose my conscious in hanging. I tied a tight know around my neck and I nearly accidentally hang myself lol. My date to go away is in December. I'm sitting on the fence now, I don't know to do.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Closing this. This would be asking others what to do, that's against our rules.