FoxSauce
Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
- Aug 23, 2024
- 12
Idk how to start with this..
Ive been feeling off, empty more so to speak, and I feel like my medication isnt quite giving me that happy boost. Im taking my highest dosage of my anti-depressant (Effexor 150 mg).I just been numb all the time. Just an empty endless void. Its frustrating cuz I dunno of I'm putting enough work on myself to feel better. My moods are unpredictable.I try to exercise, eat well and so forth but I feel like is isnt enough. And my thought on death had came back.I really wanna self harm, sob and just rot away. And other feelings that I could go on forever about but would be stuck here all day.
My psychologist told me to like consider taking a mood stabilizer (Abilify) to give it an extra boost but im mostly worried about the side effects.
But mostly I wanna know of im complaining to much or maybe I should give it a shot
Ive been feeling off, empty more so to speak, and I feel like my medication isnt quite giving me that happy boost. Im taking my highest dosage of my anti-depressant (Effexor 150 mg).I just been numb all the time. Just an empty endless void. Its frustrating cuz I dunno of I'm putting enough work on myself to feel better. My moods are unpredictable.I try to exercise, eat well and so forth but I feel like is isnt enough. And my thought on death had came back.I really wanna self harm, sob and just rot away. And other feelings that I could go on forever about but would be stuck here all day.
My psychologist told me to like consider taking a mood stabilizer (Abilify) to give it an extra boost but im mostly worried about the side effects.
But mostly I wanna know of im complaining to much or maybe I should give it a shot