johnwatterson
Member
- Sep 30, 2023
- 66
I live in the UK and have tried to CTB twice now (I know its pathetic for failing twice and its only because I was unlucky and stupid) both times I tried a Xanax overdose and failed due to me throwing up. I am still unsure if I would have succeeded even if I didnt throw up but that doesnt matter now. I tried taking 50 2mg bars but once got half way (around 25 pills) I threw up and then took the rest of the pills and went to sleep. I also had like 6 shots of vodka and a couple beers. I didn't do much research and only really used what I had on me at the time. This time however I'm not going to fail. I need help though. just from looking around on here for a couple days I've decided that I want to try the SN method but I am unsure on how to acquire it. If anyone has any suggestions or advice please reply to this thread or PM me. I don't really know much about this site but I will be checking here constantly to see if I have any replies. if you have any questions I am completely fine answering any. any help is greatly appreciated, Thanks