I need help lost everything. suicidal

[lilchoppa]

I wanto to commit suicide. I have lost everything. I lived in the USA and had everything. A apartment, job, computers, cell phone. A hacker hacked everything I had. My phones, car, xbox, laptops and fished my router meaning even if I got a new router he would still get my IP address and hack all of my stuff. Nobody cared. Police did not care. People did not care. Companies did not care that a hacker was on my account and would not help me. Apple support wouldn't help me, google support wouldn't help me, Facebook support wouldn't help Me, acorn the app support wouldn't help me, Coinbase told me that they are not responsible for when people hack your accounts and kept exiting out my chat so I couldn't take screenshots. Crypto.com didn't care. All bitcoin apps did not care and he stole all my bitcoin and hundreds of dollars and destroyed thousands of dollars worth of property. Nobody cared. I got kicked out of my apartment. I got stuck in Mexico. I can't get a good job here the pay is horrible and they treat their workers horrible. My family won't let me leave. I either ditch my family and go back to America and be homeless or stay here and be broke but with a roof over my head. My Mom is insisting I send her 3500 usd and I don't think I can help her and even if so I don't know if she will pay me back. Evry day is just a worse and worse nightmare. My head screams at me to just kill myself.

I need to figure out a painless way to commit suicide. I can not figure anything out. I have no weapons and I can't tie knots. I don't know anywhere high to drop. What can I buy or get or do that will end my life painless and easily and a for sure killl because I do not want to end up a vegetable.

 

[FishRain3469]

Damn, that's a lot of bullshit going on you're having to deal with. Sorry I don't have much of value to say, but I hope and pray your situation gets better by the day in some way.

 

[rs929]

The perfect, painless, quick and reliable suicide method doesn't exist. And the closest thing is almost impossible to get ahold of.

Since you're going to stay with us for a while until you figure out the best approach, do you want to tell us more about the situation? How did you get hacked? Did you download and executed a file in your computer?. Was it social engineering?.

I'm sorry for your loss.

 

[lilchoppa]

The perfect, painless, quick and reliable suicide method doesn't exist. And the closest thing is almost impossible to get ahold of.

Since you're going to stay with us for a while until you figure out the best approach, do you want to tell us more about the situation? How did you get hacked? Did you download and executed a file in your computer?. Was it social engineering?.

I'm sorry for your loss.

I remember I was pissed off one day and I was on iMessage on my MacBook Pro 2015 and I sent a message to a few people that I think were the wrong numbers and I am not even sure who they are saying things like Ï am the big dog, your just a fuckin poodle¨ within 2 hours I saw my mouse move on its own and it was going thru my google drive taking pictures of all my perusal emails and lyrics to music I listen to and saying THIS IS A RANSOM! THIS IS A RANSOM! I was on the computer for 20 hours or more deleting and trying to Make sure he wouldn't take pictures and it was very difficult and he hacked EVERYTHING ALL MY EMAILS SOCIAL NETWORKING XBOX CAR COMPUTERS PHONE ROUTER. I even got a watch that is like am iPhone watch and he messaged me saying IMMA HACK YOUR WATCH TOO BITCH. He would talk to me. He would try to get my PUK CODE which would allow him to get access to my phone even though it's locked. constantly trying to get my Face ID. my password. he would not stop and would go harder everyday, he had no life. He would make fun of my substance abuse problems by sending me links to rehabs. He would say HEY LIL BRO! LIL BRO! ANSWER LIL BRO! He found out nicknames my mom would call me and and would make fun of me that way. He said HEY THIS GUYS GETTING IT JUST KEEP BUYING SIM LOL

 

[lilchoppa]

I am in a different country now away from the hacker but with no job and loosing money everyday. I can't get a workers permit for months and the pay here is absolute shit. My family won't let me leave without giving me zero financial support which I need because I don't have enough money for an apartment.
at this country I can buy anything at the pharmacy is their a specific drug combo and amount I can just buy and get a painless suicide or something. I don't want want to feel this way anymore everyday my head just screams to die already help I don't wanna be alive
I heard fentanyl is a painless way to die but I can't find any anymore I OD on it once but I was brought back alive by naloxone god damnit I wish they would of just let me die and now I can't find the drug I need someway out of this life HELP
Or bring on the pain if that{s the only way. I just need a simple step by step method that any dummy can do and just do it