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- Mar 19, 2024
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Right now im lost, ive always been the fuck-up of the family, from school to sports i was always the problem child. Throughout the past few years ive battled chronic depression and suicidal ideation, but i cant take it anymore. ive been to psych wards, ive been on meds but nothing could make me truly happy, idk what to do i just want a painless way to end my suffering. I cant purchase anything that would be delivered to my house considering i live with my parents, im too much of a pussy to hang myself or ctb through other similar ways. the only way i think i could make it work is by carbon monoxide poisoning via car or the unreliable cherry pit method, other than that i dont know what i can do to end my suffering. please help.