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daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
67
Today I got SN 98% pure, this is good enough purity right? So I'm only missing the metoclopramide and ibuprofen to go fully with the SN method. I think getting the metoclopramide will be harder than it was getting the SN lol. Anyways, I also have another option, which is getting a gun from the darknet soon probably before the end of the year but if not maybe by january. I'm still getting the money for it and then I'll need to learn a lot about which websites are trustworthy. The only problem when ordering the gun would be it's arriving, is it wise to put my real home address? Who would even be the one who makes the delivery? Is it possible I get like a bomb or parts of a body instead of the gun? Idk I'm really inexperienced and ill informed about buying something on the darknet.

If I get the gun the idea is going with the SN method regardless and then when I'm about to pass out I'll shoot myself through the roof of my mouth or in the head, that way I have no chances of surviving right? If I somehow survive from the shot the SN will kill me anyways or if when taking the SN drink I end up vomiting it I can just shoot myself as well. So the advice I'm asking for is, should I make the effort to get the gun or just go with the SN? If I just go with SN and I get found before I die I think I could get saved, but if I also shoot myself they couldn't save me even if they had the best doctors right?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
That purity is enough.

I would abandon the gun idea, you already have a good method ready to go. There's no reason to risk buying a gun, which could be a honeypot run by law enforcement.
 
daydreamer52

daydreamer52

Someday
Aug 12, 2023
67
That purity is enough.

I would abandon the gun idea, you already have a good method ready to go. There's no reason to risk buying a gun, which could be a honeypot run by law enforcement.
Is that real? It could all be a trap set by the government? There has to be some people who do sell drugs and guns for real thoo
 
nintendo64

nintendo64

mr. kill myself
Dec 19, 2025
82
Is that real? It could all be a trap set by the government? There has to be some people who do sell drugs and guns for real thoo
best bet for that kind of thing would be getting it from a local plug. most that sell hard drugs also sell guns and whatnot. darknet stuff can always be a lot sketchier, especially with having to ship it and stuff. plus could always just be a scam.
SN is pretty foolproof but if you're dead set on getting a gun, to find a plug you can look into your local rave/ party scene. they're usually quite outgoing, message some people who look like they're into drugs and they'll typically have a hookup. you can also try and look for them on dating apps, i have a friend who found a coke plug through grindr.
best of luck to you.
 
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