sadclown666

sadclown666

suicidal emo girl
Apr 23, 2023
31
Please PLEASE SOMEON give me a straight to the point way of how to cbt painlessly. Im a pussy. Ive bene miserable for years. ever since iw as thirteen. Not only does therapy not help, but it makes it worse. Im not going to go on and on because i know no one gives a shit not even me.

Im not going to try to go out by hanging, i dont want to be in pain for that amount of time

Im not going to try any way that might leave me surviving and mentally brain dead and paralyzed, unable to try again.

I just need a way. I need it to fucking end please god fucking dammit i need it to end i can't take it i can't take it i can't take it

someone please fucking help me out im begging.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If there was a straightforward way to ctb painlessly and in a reliable way I would be long gone by this point. I'm sorry but suicide just isn't that easy, I wish for the same thing but it doesn't really exist. We do exist in such an anti suicide society after all where painless and reliable method options get restricted, I wish I had Nembutal but sadly it's not possible.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
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Sadly, what you are asking for does not exist. Every method is extremely risky, and most of the top ones are inaccessible. By the sound of it, the only method you haven't ruled out is SN, but that's definitely not "to the point" and has lots of variables, including whether you can get it at all. It's terrible that you're suffering but there's nothing I can do to help. If only the pro-lifers weren't so imbecelic and stopped restricting painless methods, things like this wouldn't happen.
 
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sadclown666

sadclown666

suicidal emo girl
Apr 23, 2023
31
If there was a straightforward way to ctb painlessly I would be long gone by this point. I'm sorry but suicide just isn't that easy, I wish for the same thing but it doesn't really exist. We do exist in such an anti suicide society after all where painless and reliable method options get restricted, I wish I had Nembutal but sadly it's not possible.
exactly. the system is so fucking anti suicide yet leads people to be suicidal

It's retarded as shit. the system is corrupt as fuck, people get depressed, suicidal, and are forced to either stay here unless they have the balls to go. It's fucked up it's so fucking fucked up. Im so done

i wonder why the fuck do i go to my minimum wage paying job when i know ill be gone soon

I tell myself ill be gone soon to comfort me and i hope its true


there's this mf that's a gun fanatic that im mutuals with and for the longest time ive wanted to get my hands on his 12 gauge

hes also a drug lord and just like with his guns ive always wanted to ask him for a big order of fent but im pretty sure he knows what ill use it for
exactly. the system is so fucking anti suicide yet leads people to be suicidal

It's retarded as shit. the system is corrupt as fuck, people get depressed, suicidal, and are forced to either stay here unless they have the balls to go. It's fucked up it's so fucking fucked up. Im so done

i wonder why the fuck do i go to my minimum wage paying job when i know ill be gone soon

I tell myself ill be gone soon to comfort me and i hope its true


there's this mf that's a gun fanatic that im mutuals with and for the longest time ive wanted to get my hands on his 12 gauge

hes also a drug lord and just like with his guns ive always wanted to ask him for a big order of fent but im pretty sure he knows what ill use it for
ok drug lord is an exaggeration but still he does coke and shit and ik he has access to lethal shit
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
I would assume a firearm would be amongst the straight to the point methods.
Peacefully, no, it is not—that requires some amount of money setup time and planning.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,258
The only method that fits your bill is by shotgun to the head. It's as close to 100% as you're ever going to get.
 

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