I miss wanting to cut

[nomorefight]

Cutting has always helped me feel better when I have the urge to do it, but lately I have felt so numb that I dont even crave it anymore. Its weird because I miss the relief from it but it doesnt help unless I feel like I need to do it and I just havent had that feeling at all recently. Does this happen to anyone else?

 

[lilyeehaw]

mhmm happens to me Kind of as well, Sometimes I want to cut but I'm just too tired and then end up sleeping all day. Other times I guess the urge is still there but I'm preoccupied with other stuff.

 

[Lara Francis]

Cutting has always helped me feel better when I have the urge to do it, but lately I have felt so numb that I dont even crave it anymore. Its weird because I miss the relief from it but it doesnt help unless I feel like I need to do it and I just havent had that feeling at all recently. Does this happen to anyone else?

Yes,i can totally relate to this.
I have cut daily in the past but stopped a few months ago.
It would only give a temporary relief and i felt it wasnt enough and i should concentrate on ctb plans instead.

 

[ZixivaldYrxes]

I miss not being averse to the pain. I feel weaker now that I don't want to than I did when I wanted to. It brought on its own series of feelings that I feel as though I'm locked out from experiencing again.

 

[scorpiooo2]

Yeah, it gets to the point where sometimes where I'm so empty I don't even feel like getting up and doing it anymore.

 

[EmptySteph62]

This happens to me when I'm in my low periods (I have MDD) but after about a month or two it comes back. But that time is absolute hell without it.

 

[Tabbyql]

This has happened to me recently, and it scares me as it was the only thing that helped me. Now I have nothing, I miss it badly. But I feel nothing anymore, not sure how il survive next few days.

 

[lost in my mind]

Yes I can relate... I used to do it a lot and stoped for a long period of time because of being inpatient but now that I'm out I miss it so bad but I just find myself too tired to get up for it. I don't even have the power to scratch myself with my nails. I hope you won't feel like you even want it anymore.