Venting I miss my ex...

[franklynlb]

I was dating this dude i met in lostallhope chatroom for around 2 years, we started dating 2 months after that, long distance relationship. We got to meet in real life tho. We were gonna move in together at the beggining of next year. He broke up with me 2 months ago cause he though we were too different for a long lasting relationship... i disagree with him, but i can't do anything about it. I really miss him... He helped my depression so much i actually though i was recovered for a while, he had his issues with alcohol n drugs and he was dropping em too for the good of the relationship... feels like shit tho, my depression came full on after the break up, and i know he's drinking again more than usual...
Sorry for the post, i'm just venting... i miss just talking to him all lovey dovey and knowing someone truly cared about my shit, whatever it was. We still write sometimes... but, i can feel him distancing more and more n i just can't manage the same way...