Venting I miss how things use to be nice to some degree, like the beach. Now everything just feels terrible.

[kiko]

I hate how there has been no joy in anything for years. Everything has always been terrible but the crippling side of the depression trying to fill an empty day.

I'm fighting with myself that the beach is nice, the sea isnt stupid and things exist and are nice even if you can't enjoy them.

 

[fightingsioux]

I hate how there has been no joy in anything for years. Everything has always been terrible but the crippling side of the depression trying to fill an empty day.

I'm fighting with myself that the beach is nice, the sea isnt stupid and things exist and are nice even if you can't enjoy them.

Your last sentence is fantastic, it shows a lot of self-awareness.

To see things as they are, including oneself, is a rare gift.

Keep building on that, hang in there.

 

[mediocre]

uh I relate so much. With my depression/aspergers/physical pain I am always on edge. Nothing is enjoyable anymore. I used to have some positive experience even though I still had mental issues but now every single thing is a negative. Everything is a chore.

 

[kiko]

Your last sentence is fantastic, it shows a lot of self-awareness.

To see things as they are, including oneself, is a rare gift.

Keep building on that, hang in there.

Thank you for the kind words. The joys of the autisic mind maybe.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Yes! I remember the excitement I'd feel when going on a summer vacation with my family. I used to love those days and summer in general.
Now I hate summer because in my shithole hometown there's nothing to do and it only reminds me how happy I were when I still had friends and now I'm not happy anymore.
Birthdays, Christmases and such only remind me how I'm aging and how much time I've already wasted.
I can't even enjoy books or music anymore, not even films and tv shows.
Everything is depressing now.