I Might want to join a cult before I die

[TheLastGreySky]

Not to be a Debbie downer, but all of that almost always comes with the cost of selling your soul, being brainwashed, abused (psychologically, sometimes physically or sexually), and being made to do the same to others to keep in good favor. And there's always the threat of being thrown out into the street, homeless and ostracized if you step out of line or the guy in charge is having a bad day. Seems like such a high cost for a superficial sense of "purpose" and "belongingness" to me

Sounds like regular society to me. There's so much to talk about men grooming young women, then completely claiming that women are fully capable of making their own decisions.
Unionizing to get higher wages will get you fired.
Not navigating the unwritten rules of office politics will get you fired.

I get where you're coming from but frankly,
This whole world is a pile of fucking shit.
There is no such thing as freedom.

It is easier to live in prison then it is to live in the outside world of the United States. And I speak from personal experience. But I deeply respect you voicing your opinion and I am in no way trying to make you feel discredited, I'm very glad that you pointed those things out as they might be very beneficial to anyone who read them.

I have ideas, contact me

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[prana]

I suggested doing something fun before in a post like you mentioned, but 90% were against me because they felt that might give them a reason to live... Shit you only hear on SanctionedS

I find that very very funny in a dark way. I think if anybody is still willing to open themselves up to possibly having another reason to live we should all get together and do drugs

 

[untothedepths]

I could only join one if it was about doing good things.

And also giving me the choice to die and provide me with poisoned wine.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I find that very very funny in a dark way. I think if anybody is still willing to open themselves up to possibly having another reason to live we should all get together and do drugs

I honestly think drugs are overrated. Other than hallucinogenics really body highs just don't amount to straight up psychedelic galaxys.

I could only join one if it was about doing good things.

And also giving me the choice to die and provide me with poisoned wine.

I deeply respect that you would want to do good things. But I want you to realize regardless of what you choose with your life, you don't owe anyone anything... I believed in redemption to the point where it killed me and I've been dead for years just lingering and no one's forgiven me... I'm such a terrible stain and yet here are these people...
Going out destroying lives, and claiming me to be a progenitor to their illness... No. I saw the errors in my ways, and now I just don't want to be alive in this disgusting world. If you have the heart to love and to nurture and to do good things, then I hope you find the Heart to Love yourself. I found that the people who hurt other people are incapable of love at the time of doing the wrongdoings... So don't feel bad for what you've done if you can help it.
You've owned up to your mistakes. I just hope you realize that you matter now as you are regardless to who you were in your past.