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TomIsNotMyName

TomIsNotMyName

Existence is suffering
May 3, 2023
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After my failed attempt two weeks ago I had a conversation with a family member about something unrelated and it helped me feel a little better about life in general. They don't know that I attempted. My future was a big part of the reason why I want to commit suicide (not the only reason) and now after that conversation I feel better about it, so I think I'll stay for a while longer. They don't know it, but that person saved my life. I don't know how long it will last though. It's not like I'm not suicidal anymore, I still am. But I feel better
 
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Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
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We have to reply to be able to know what to reply to? Lol

I wish you a great future. Step by step, day by day.

Mit Geduld und Zeit kommt man weit.
 
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dewasrite

dewasrite

Too old for this sh!t.
Dec 30, 2025
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it is so great to hear you are feeling a bit better! Sometimes even little moments can help a lot
 
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After my failed attempt two weeks ago I had a conversation with a family member about something unrelated and it helped me feel a little better about life in general. They don't know that I attempted. My future was a big part of the reason why I want to commit suicide (not the only reason) and now after that conversation I feel better about it, so I think I'll stay for a while longer. They don't know it, but that person saved my life. I don't know how long it will last though. It's not like I'm not suicidal anymore, I still am. But I feel better
That's fantastic! I'm so happy for you.
 
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