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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
only 3 months to wait for ctb. I did try to feel better. Had therapy, took meds but i am just tired.
When my duties will be done, I have no reason to stay there.
I think I am ready and at peace with it.
Even though, I still wonder what to do with my stuff.
On the other hand, if I have an accident and die suddenly, these things will be done anyway.
So, there is nothing to worry about.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,688
Life certainly is very tiring. I also have no reason to stay in this life. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
I hope too
Life certainly is very tiring. I also have no reason to stay in this life. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

. Thanks for your kind words.
This is comforting to not feel alone with this even though I dont wish it to anybody
even to people who abused me
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
It's so painful to read that people tried therapy and medication and nothing helped them…… I guess suicidal ideation is a incurable disease. I've never been abused, but I can't find life purpose/meaning. The world is a very scary and ugly place, I don't want to be a part of it anymore. I'm truly sorry nothing had been helpful for you….. I hate people leaving, but if that's what you really want, I wish you tranquillity.
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
I am so sorry that you've been abused and that life has tortured you as badly as it has. I understand how extremely difficult it can be to come to terms with the decision to leave this world (despite how much hell it's given you) and prepare for your exit. I truly hope that you are someday able to find your peace, no matter how you get it. Big hugs to you.
 
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