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TheOneFreeDude

TheOneFreeDude

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Dec 8, 2024
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Can't recall if I mentioned it in some previous post, since I don't post here all that often, but I'm out on a trip with some friends.
I met this girl, she's the most wonderful thing in the world. I've never met anyone so compatible to me in so many different levels, and so perfect in so many others. I asked her out to go to a cover Kiss show and asked her hand there. She said yes. If I hadn't a reason to live then, now I do. It just so happens that she'll most likely CTB soon after returning. I can't picture my life without her.
If killing myself wasn't a 100% decision, it now is. I would document it, but it's a pretty unusual method and I'll be alone, so that'd be difficult.
Life without her smile, her sweet voice and her eyes is even less bearable than usual life, so I'll just go with her when the time comes.
We're still on the trip, so I'll be by her side while I still can. I love her more than anything.
Ignore any grammar errors or weird writing style, as isn't unusual, I'm drunk as hell.
 
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Silently Dying

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Jan 27, 2025
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If you can find one person to love who loves you in this shitty world, you are very lucky - even if for a short time. I'm 63 and I've never been loved.
 
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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
74
Awww that is so sweet! The way you described her reminds me of the way I feel about my boyfriend who passed away half a year ago. I miss him a lot. I love hearing about love, I think it's such a beautiful thing. I hope you enjoy your time together!
 
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