I downloaded a new dating app. Actually, I am now using 4 dating apps.
I think I am pretty good at texting. Women just have to give me a chance.
I had two matches on the new app. And with the second match I am texting now the whole day. We have exchanged probably 250-300 messages thus far for today. I hope she does not have borderline like the 3-4 last women I dated. But I don't get vibes for that thus far. We talked a lot about TV series and books. She seems to like Fifty Shades of Grey I don't know whether that's a foreshadowing. Lol. She is uncertain whether she wants kids. There is one issue though. The distance is not that large but she lives in a foreign country (1,5 hours away from me). Travelling to her is pretty expensive though (60 bucks). And we both don't have that much money. My therapist will see the distance pretty critical.
Tomorrow I will meet my (former?) crush again probably. I will likely announce that I am not attending courses anymore which is embarrassing for me.
When I am texting so much with women I am less suicidal and less present on SaSu. I almost became paranoid though. And explaining women psychosis can be pretty tricky and painful for me. I need to get enough sleep.
I think I am pretty good at texting. Women just have to give me a chance.
I had two matches on the new app. And with the second match I am texting now the whole day. We have exchanged probably 250-300 messages thus far for today. I hope she does not have borderline like the 3-4 last women I dated. But I don't get vibes for that thus far. We talked a lot about TV series and books. She seems to like Fifty Shades of Grey I don't know whether that's a foreshadowing. Lol. She is uncertain whether she wants kids. There is one issue though. The distance is not that large but she lives in a foreign country (1,5 hours away from me). Travelling to her is pretty expensive though (60 bucks). And we both don't have that much money. My therapist will see the distance pretty critical.
Tomorrow I will meet my (former?) crush again probably. I will likely announce that I am not attending courses anymore which is embarrassing for me.
When I am texting so much with women I am less suicidal and less present on SaSu. I almost became paranoid though. And explaining women psychosis can be pretty tricky and painful for me. I need to get enough sleep.
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