I messed up

[Overit1221]

So I got impatient, tried to ctb made mistakes and just got out of behavioral unit feeling worse and out all my supplies I've taken so long to put together :( feeling lost.

 

[deathenvoy]

So I got impatient, tried to ctb made mistakes and just got out of behavioral unit feeling worse and out all my supplies I've taken so long to put together :( feeling lost.

What have you tried?

 

[GeorgeJL]

Yeah you fucked up. Even we would have told you to not rush a suicide.

 

[Cloudz]

So I got impatient, tried to ctb made mistakes and just got out of behavioral unit feeling worse and out all my supplies I've taken so long to put together :( feeling lost.

Sorry that happened to you. Must have been very frustrating. How long were you impatient?

 

[Soul]

So I got impatient, tried to ctb made mistakes and just got out of behavioral unit feeling worse and out all my supplies I've taken so long to put together :( feeling lost.

I'm so sorry. It happens, and maybe it was educational. Please be careful with yourself for a while - rest and drink lots of water and eat your spinach and all that stuff. (((Hugs)))

 

[Jean Améry]

We all mess up. Life on earth is messing up, over and over again.

 

[Overit1221]

I used a

What have you tried?

I used a nitrogen exit bag and I think I had the wrong fitting for the flow meter

We all mess up. Life on earth is messing up, over and over again.

Yea its not the first time but every time helps me get closer to getting it done

Sorry that happened to you. Must have been very frustrating. How long were you impatient?

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Yeah you fucked up. Even we would have told you to not rush a suicide.

Yea logically I know that, not my first rodeo... but equipment failure is got me. I've been planning this for over 6 months I just had a quick decline in my healthI had all the right equipment going of fixing thr mistake from my last attempt or so I thought

 

[reznikoff]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I understand what you're going through. I know that it's easy to want to get it done and over with, but remember, things will go wrong more often than they will go right, so it's important to take your time. But nonetheless we all feel you and i'm sending you my love and best wishes.