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- Jun 1, 2019
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I read a girl named Amanda posted her hanging experience on a google group. She wrote:
"I turned 13 on April 13th, 2003. At the end of June, on June 28th, 2003 to be exact, after I was finished school for the summer, I made my first of what would be 6 (so far) suicide attempts. It was somewhere around 2:00 that afternoon when I went to the basement and found a length of rope. I took a stool and stood on it, and I tied the rope around my neck. I threw the rope over a beam and tied it off. I took a deep breath and then, I stepped off the stool and hanged myself! The stool also tipped over! Suddenly though, something happened to me. I suddenly changed my mind and began to panic! I began to grab at the rope that was so tight around my neck. But I couldn't get my fingers under the rope to pull it away from my throat! I couldn't breathe. I struggled more and more! For some reason, suddenly, I didn't want to die. But, I was too late!
Next thing I remember was waking up on the floor. I still had the rope around my neck, but it wasn't tied around the beam. I only guessed that my struggling somehow made the rope become untied from around the beam. Too, my shorts were soaked, as I peed myself, and my neck was extremely sore. My throat felt so dry. But, I was still alive. I removed the rope from around my neck, and spent the rest of the afternoon in my bedroom. I didn't come out until the next morning. When I did, I had so much makeup on my neck to cover up some wicked rope burn marks and bruises!
That first suicide attempt was a total failure for sure! Despite that, I couldn't stop thinking about doing it again. And I did! Just three weeks later, I tried again! Only, this time, aside from wearing four pairs of underwear under my short to absorb the pee, I made sure the rope was tied around the beam so it wouldn't give. Still, the stool tipped over, again, and again, I began to panic! I clutched at my neck trying to pull the rope away so I could breathe! But, I was sentenced! I struggled and struggled, clutching at my neck and throat! But, it was too late! I thought! When I woke up, I found myself lying on the floor, again! My neck was sore, more than the first time, and my throat was super dry! Too, the extra pairs of undies worked! They were soaked, but, unlike the first time, the pee didn't run down my legs! I spent the rest of the day in my bedroom."
And she said her female friend Lacey also hanged herself. Lacey also pissed herself, there was quite a puddle underneath her.
I think I may do the same thing, somewhat embarassing.
Have anyone tried hanging yourself? Did you piss yourself during hanging?
( If you saw hanging corpse, you can also describe how it looked like)
"I turned 13 on April 13th, 2003. At the end of June, on June 28th, 2003 to be exact, after I was finished school for the summer, I made my first of what would be 6 (so far) suicide attempts. It was somewhere around 2:00 that afternoon when I went to the basement and found a length of rope. I took a stool and stood on it, and I tied the rope around my neck. I threw the rope over a beam and tied it off. I took a deep breath and then, I stepped off the stool and hanged myself! The stool also tipped over! Suddenly though, something happened to me. I suddenly changed my mind and began to panic! I began to grab at the rope that was so tight around my neck. But I couldn't get my fingers under the rope to pull it away from my throat! I couldn't breathe. I struggled more and more! For some reason, suddenly, I didn't want to die. But, I was too late!
Next thing I remember was waking up on the floor. I still had the rope around my neck, but it wasn't tied around the beam. I only guessed that my struggling somehow made the rope become untied from around the beam. Too, my shorts were soaked, as I peed myself, and my neck was extremely sore. My throat felt so dry. But, I was still alive. I removed the rope from around my neck, and spent the rest of the afternoon in my bedroom. I didn't come out until the next morning. When I did, I had so much makeup on my neck to cover up some wicked rope burn marks and bruises!
That first suicide attempt was a total failure for sure! Despite that, I couldn't stop thinking about doing it again. And I did! Just three weeks later, I tried again! Only, this time, aside from wearing four pairs of underwear under my short to absorb the pee, I made sure the rope was tied around the beam so it wouldn't give. Still, the stool tipped over, again, and again, I began to panic! I clutched at my neck trying to pull the rope away so I could breathe! But, I was sentenced! I struggled and struggled, clutching at my neck and throat! But, it was too late! I thought! When I woke up, I found myself lying on the floor, again! My neck was sore, more than the first time, and my throat was super dry! Too, the extra pairs of undies worked! They were soaked, but, unlike the first time, the pee didn't run down my legs! I spent the rest of the day in my bedroom."
And she said her female friend Lacey also hanged herself. Lacey also pissed herself, there was quite a puddle underneath her.
I think I may do the same thing, somewhat embarassing.
Have anyone tried hanging yourself? Did you piss yourself during hanging?
( If you saw hanging corpse, you can also describe how it looked like)
