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SleepingBliss
I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
- Jul 3, 2024
- 44
I have been wanting to take my sn next week as there are a few birthdays coming up and I didn't want to spoil them, however now that I have my sn and antiemetics I feel I can't wait. I don't have benzos and I rarely eat so fasting isn't an issue as I've already not eaten for a week and a half. I don't want to rush and mess it up or get cold feet, but I feel if I over plan it then anxiety will start to hit me and I'll never go through with it so I am likely going into the woods today to take my sn.
I will buy two bottles of water from a shop and mix my sn into them. I'll ingest one and wait with music. During this time I will send my goodbyes but let people know I have already taken it and I am in the middle of nowhere so there isn't a chance to find me or convince me otherwise.
If/when I do this, does anyone have any advice or comments on this as I know it's not the most planned out, I had hoped to record it or something to allow research for the forum but I truly feel I can't wait.
I will buy two bottles of water from a shop and mix my sn into them. I'll ingest one and wait with music. During this time I will send my goodbyes but let people know I have already taken it and I am in the middle of nowhere so there isn't a chance to find me or convince me otherwise.
If/when I do this, does anyone have any advice or comments on this as I know it's not the most planned out, I had hoped to record it or something to allow research for the forum but I truly feel I can't wait.