I made it to Beachy Hd

[SecretDissociation]

There's many people and the suicidal feeling is gone. What is this? I hiked all the way here. I'm feeling absolutely nothing. Like zen.

This wasn't meant to be. I was meant to want to jump for fuck sales. Do I just come back at night?

I think I'll take a breather and see what choices I have.

I feel so bad for clogging up the forum TT

uh I'll attach some photos. It literally feels like I came to sightsee. God I want to cut myself and I LEFT MY RAZOR BLADES AT HOME I'm going to cry

 

[hang in there]

Wow, I always wanted to go there.
Maybe you never felt like you would get this far so you don't really feel a push to do it like you'd hoped.
Better luck next time...

 

[Namelesa]

Don't feel bad at all <3 This forum is for anything related to suicide and you are wanting to attempt but its hard to so it belong here. If you able to wait you can and see about your options for as long as you can so you can make a better decision.

Also is this place hard to get up to? Just wondering as if I were to get more freedom I might decide to jump here myself in the future

 

[Apathy79]

It's a beautiful place. Easy to forget your problems temporarily in a place like that.

 

[SecretDissociation]

Don't feel bad at all <3 This forum is for anything related to suicide and you are wanting to attempt but its hard to so it belong here. If you able to wait you can and see about your options for as long as you can so you can make a better decision.

Also is this place hard to get up to? Just wondering as if I were to get more freedom I might decide to jump here myself in the future

Aww thank you <3. This really helps. You're right I can wait if I'm able too and look at my decisions better.

It's a bit of a trek from Eastbourne station but once you make it past the first 30 minutes it's very easy!!

We could go together if I'm still alive or if you're up to it

It's a beautiful place. Easy to forget your problems temporarily in a place like that.

It is very easy but I know once I leave they'll all come back to me again. I guess I'll enjoy the peace and see what comes next

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Beautiful view, thanks for sharing. Make the most of the peace and quiet time and keep us updated. Sending hugs.

 

[Darkover]

are there any suicide prevention people there
i will add this beachy head to my possible suicide method list

 

[Subhumano]

Killing yourself is harder than it seems

 

[SecretDissociation]

are there any suicide prevention people there
i will add this beachy head to my possible suicide method list

There's a chaplaincy and there are patrols but so far I haven't run into any and nobody has told me to not go over the rope barrier and I've been walking near the edge for a while (in and out ish).

But there is a rescue boat out right now and a helicopter
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Killing yourself is harder than it seems

Yeah Sucks ass!

Beautiful view, thanks for sharing. Make the most of the peace and quiet time and keep us updated. Sending hugs.

Thanks!! Sending hugs to you back

 

[Praestat_Mori]

 

[Linda]

19 out of 20 suicide attempts fail. So don't be surprised that yours did.

 

[SecretDissociation]

Update?? I think someone did it before I could

There are active coast guards looking and roping down??

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

I just googled, appears to be a busy spot over the years.

 

[SVEN]

Just take your time, settle down and please don't feel any pressure to do something about which you're not totally certain. Thanks for the informative photos, which give a far better idea of the general layout.

 

[hang in there]

Update?? I think someone did it before I could

There are active coast guards looking and roping down??

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Wow, it's very lucky you were there to spot that. What a coincidence.

 

[moonflow3r]

fantastic view, thank you for sharing