In the past I wanted as hell to go to med school but I couldn't because of my grades and my finances, so I have finished pharmacy school but now I can't find myself I feel I'm nothing. For 6 years I tried to forget about the medicine thing and move on but I failed always found myself thinking again about the past and if I went to med school 
now I'm broke I need to work to marry my love, but what work? Miserable work that I hate and see useless. what should I do I thought many times about end it all and rest in peace, I failed to accept my life as it is I hate my fate I wish I could leave everything and steal mony for med school and start it all over again ....like I'm still 18
now I'm broke I need to work to marry my love, but what work? Miserable work that I hate and see useless. what should I do I thought many times about end it all and rest in peace, I failed to accept my life as it is I hate my fate I wish I could leave everything and steal mony for med school and start it all over again ....like I'm still 18
