His name was Cas. I very much doubt that he went back on here I know he deleted his account but so did I and yet here I am. Maybe I'm wrong maybe he will reach out to me, maybe he'll be in a coma from a failed attempt, or some other possible thing that happens to him. Frankly I'd be pretty surprised if he actually didn't go through with it, he told me and another good friend of mine that we should forget about him and pretend like we never met him and move on with our lives and we're better off and all that typical stuff.
He meant everything to me. Despite what he constantly said, he was not the horrible person that he said he was and it is flat out unfair that he felt the need to do this. I hope he is at peace with his decision and I wish I could have done more but my other friend tells me that there's not much we could have done when somebody gets like that. All three of us understand about suicide ideation so it's no stranger sadly.
The sad part is is he was an online friend so if he even gets a funeral, I can't even attend it. I don't really know where he lived other than Southern India. We've been talking for a few months and we just got so close and for better or worse we understood everything about each other. To say that I'm heartbroken is an understatement. I loved him. He deserved so much better and I hope he is at peace and he's not suffering anymore. I will always be so grateful that I got to spend just a few months of his life with him.
Me and my friend are hanging in there but it's going to be rough. I had two good people in my life and now I only have one. Friends are very hard to come by so even then I don't know if I could open myself up again like that. I actually met these two friends on here and I'm so grateful for this website despite the fact that it shouldn't exist because the world should be more fair. People deserve so much better.
Thank you again for anyone who sees this. Cas rest in peace man
You were loved and you still are 
You are a badass fighter and if you really are gone at 21, You're no longer suffering. Thank you so much for spending your final days with me he was my sweetheart because as bitter as he could be, he was a good person.
He deleted the main program that we talked on, but I have gaming accounts with him so I'll reach out I'll update anybody here if they want to know if he's still around.
He meant everything to me. Despite what he constantly said, he was not the horrible person that he said he was and it is flat out unfair that he felt the need to do this. I hope he is at peace with his decision and I wish I could have done more but my other friend tells me that there's not much we could have done when somebody gets like that. All three of us understand about suicide ideation so it's no stranger sadly.
The sad part is is he was an online friend so if he even gets a funeral, I can't even attend it. I don't really know where he lived other than Southern India. We've been talking for a few months and we just got so close and for better or worse we understood everything about each other. To say that I'm heartbroken is an understatement. I loved him. He deserved so much better and I hope he is at peace and he's not suffering anymore. I will always be so grateful that I got to spend just a few months of his life with him.
Me and my friend are hanging in there but it's going to be rough. I had two good people in my life and now I only have one. Friends are very hard to come by so even then I don't know if I could open myself up again like that. I actually met these two friends on here and I'm so grateful for this website despite the fact that it shouldn't exist because the world should be more fair. People deserve so much better.
Thank you again for anyone who sees this. Cas rest in peace man
You were loved and you still are You are a badass fighter and if you really are gone at 21, You're no longer suffering. Thank you so much for spending your final days with me he was my sweetheart because as bitter as he could be, he was a good person. He deleted the main program that we talked on, but I have gaming accounts with him so I'll reach out I'll update anybody here if they want to know if he's still around.
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