rotthjärta
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GUYS DONT KNOW WHAT NATURAL IS AT ALL. RATHER PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT NATURAL IS.
It genuinely pisses me off its mainly when an ugly bitch says they wanna change something via cosmetic procedures or they want to use makeup and blah blah etc and some stupid motherfucker has to say "Noooo dont do it, I like natural girls" or just in general guys say that and its such a lie. Its a fucking lie. You see how it plays out in society, you see how it plays out on social media. What makes you think you found one in a billion that hasn't watched built bitches on porn or that doesn't scroll around online looking at women with the natural glow, the symmetrical faces or the "subtel little makeup" or the idea that everyone will look like that 24/7 and at all angles or the fucking waist trainers or the push up bras. Or how you can use certain makeup to make your eyes look bigger or smaller or sleeker or your nose tiny-er or your jaw sharp or rounder, maybe make your cheek bones look higher. I have B cup and with a good bra you push all that up making it look like they are bigger than they seem. Theres so many things we can do. What men think is natural is just light makeup. Well makeup doesn't even matter I mean it does but by natural they mean pretty. So for me to hear that it's angering Then its a discussion of do you just want me to look ugly.
It makes sense what catches attention. The everyday looking person isn't going to have heads turning. What stands out which what is considered hot will be praised or looked at more. I guess thats what I am speaking on. Most everyday people you meet online would've never approached you.Now its just some emotional connection and thats usually when it gets denied the idea of even changing ones look because they have this idea in their head that you are "perfect", I wish it worked that way, If I couldn't care about what others thought but the amount of uncomfortable dread I feel at the idea of the emotional connecting diminishing they would see your true self, an illusion of emotions. It's a feeling of horrible anxiety.
I don't believe they know because its not only about being natural but being attractive + natural. I guess I shouldn't phrase it that way because Im sort of treating them as stupid. But It's not uncommon to find that men don't know about women stuff because they aren't looking at it or for it because theres no need for that. Whereas I as a girl scroll online and my feed has the "HOW TO MAKE THIS PART OF YOUR FACE LOOK COMPLETELY DIFFERENT" I think people know the extreme version of it and I know most tend to dislike well any normal person because usually that is from some severe BD.
It happens with everyone its not even a issue of man or women its an issue of unattractive people. They think it makes you feel better after hearing that so many times. That one compliment of an ugly feature after you point it out is supposed to weigh out the life long comments or differential negative treatment based on looks. Im so fucking certain women get the same way about men with expecting unrealistic standards and I'm fucking certain the lowest of the lowest have some type of entitlement that they need a higher rated person or some social issue where women or men who whore themselves out meanwhile being considered ugly are only treated as not because of their better socializing, that mainly goes into some statues thing. You ever had some mid looking motherfucker just straight up make fun of you for being ugly, but they are social and have friends so now all of sudden their social skills become this arrogance and fun they have people to back them up. Honestly I had picking from both genders, I mainly speak or see it as an ill thing for women because I am a girl, I've been around just straight up mean girls so I have personal experience with that. I mean I hear people talk about men the same way, a very weird thing is dick sizes, I had sex with some dude and I told this girl (shallow as fuck literally shape shifter standards type) and for some reason is a weird normal thing to ask what size he was, Yeah I knew idk I said 5.5in or something but the women has to say "eh well I had sex with a guy with 10 inches". What was the POINT of that interaction, why do I want a fucking IM 95 POUNDS mf IS IT SUPPOSED TO HIT MY SOUL? Am I just autistic genuinely so many interactions or trying to act normal I end up looking so awkward or I do it wrong. The point of the interaction is to make you feel lesser than them, girls do this a fuck ton its so strange the competition.
What is up with people being so fucking cruel, comfortably and upfront. You know they don't ever think about you again, they get to sleep so comfortably.
My mother spends time complimenting my face but it always ends with "because im your mother". She has a lot of work done and she is the same as those shallow people. I don't look like her. I don't have the features she had or has now, other than face shape and eyes. I look more like my father. I hear how she speaks about others who are ugly or fat, or pointing out features that I may have. So what is it she thinks about me, is it what she says. Obviously not. She speaks about ugly people like its some form of karma. I see how people treat her because of her looks. One time she misheard me or thought I called her ugly, no I called her stupid. But out of all the times that was something majorly pissed her off Its the one thing she brings up in order to measure as to what she puts on the table with her relationships.
I told someone... All I had said was I wanted a nose job. I gave logical reasons as to why and I get the same response over and over again. The reason is because I feel some sort of shame for being with someone who is attractive, I don't want to even think about the comments on that because its a weird thing where an attractive person chooses an unattractive person people always have to say that the person is out of their league. I've been around girls who speak about it in that "Why is he/she with him/her, they could do so much better", why do we even think about relationships so shallow. I heard it from guys too and its so strange. People don't think its common but I mean it has been for me to hear and see that. I grew up in a poorer area so maybe its that but I doubt it has to do with class now because even poor people for some reasons spend 1000s on a shit iphone lmao but mainly social media blends with our "real" world.
Am I a traitor if i get bullshit done to my face? I just want to be able to look at myself in the mirror without feeling like this. I don't want to dread preparing myself to go outside and hear some bs from anyone. It's not all day but it's never never. I think its my personality too that accounts to others comfortably bullying. I am very quiet and I tend to be very emotionless, I have emotions I just don't express them often. I can be a bit fucking weird or cringy, I get it andd I sit very still ig thats some issue too. Sometimes someone talks to me and I answer back but then I slowly realize it was just trolling ._.
I don't want a compliment, I don't want an insult. I wish we didn't even have to take looks into account, or that it wasn't so normalized. I think about it ruining or disfiguring myself what would they say then. I mean theres no way they could give me some bullshit then.
Grammar is likely bad, its 3:33 am im a bit tired to check through it sorry.
GUYS DONT KNOW WHAT NATURAL IS AT ALL. RATHER PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT NATURAL IS.
It genuinely pisses me off its mainly when an ugly bitch says they wanna change something via cosmetic procedures or they want to use makeup and blah blah etc and some stupid motherfucker has to say "Noooo dont do it, I like natural girls" or just in general guys say that and its such a lie. Its a fucking lie. You see how it plays out in society, you see how it plays out on social media. What makes you think you found one in a billion that hasn't watched built bitches on porn or that doesn't scroll around online looking at women with the natural glow, the symmetrical faces or the "subtel little makeup" or the idea that everyone will look like that 24/7 and at all angles or the fucking waist trainers or the push up bras. Or how you can use certain makeup to make your eyes look bigger or smaller or sleeker or your nose tiny-er or your jaw sharp or rounder, maybe make your cheek bones look higher. I have B cup and with a good bra you push all that up making it look like they are bigger than they seem. Theres so many things we can do. What men think is natural is just light makeup. Well makeup doesn't even matter I mean it does but by natural they mean pretty. So for me to hear that it's angering Then its a discussion of do you just want me to look ugly.
It makes sense what catches attention. The everyday looking person isn't going to have heads turning. What stands out which what is considered hot will be praised or looked at more. I guess thats what I am speaking on. Most everyday people you meet online would've never approached you.Now its just some emotional connection and thats usually when it gets denied the idea of even changing ones look because they have this idea in their head that you are "perfect", I wish it worked that way, If I couldn't care about what others thought but the amount of uncomfortable dread I feel at the idea of the emotional connecting diminishing they would see your true self, an illusion of emotions. It's a feeling of horrible anxiety.
I don't believe they know because its not only about being natural but being attractive + natural. I guess I shouldn't phrase it that way because Im sort of treating them as stupid. But It's not uncommon to find that men don't know about women stuff because they aren't looking at it or for it because theres no need for that. Whereas I as a girl scroll online and my feed has the "HOW TO MAKE THIS PART OF YOUR FACE LOOK COMPLETELY DIFFERENT" I think people know the extreme version of it and I know most tend to dislike well any normal person because usually that is from some severe BD.
It happens with everyone its not even a issue of man or women its an issue of unattractive people. They think it makes you feel better after hearing that so many times. That one compliment of an ugly feature after you point it out is supposed to weigh out the life long comments or differential negative treatment based on looks. Im so fucking certain women get the same way about men with expecting unrealistic standards and I'm fucking certain the lowest of the lowest have some type of entitlement that they need a higher rated person or some social issue where women or men who whore themselves out meanwhile being considered ugly are only treated as not because of their better socializing, that mainly goes into some statues thing. You ever had some mid looking motherfucker just straight up make fun of you for being ugly, but they are social and have friends so now all of sudden their social skills become this arrogance and fun they have people to back them up. Honestly I had picking from both genders, I mainly speak or see it as an ill thing for women because I am a girl, I've been around just straight up mean girls so I have personal experience with that. I mean I hear people talk about men the same way, a very weird thing is dick sizes, I had sex with some dude and I told this girl (shallow as fuck literally shape shifter standards type) and for some reason is a weird normal thing to ask what size he was, Yeah I knew idk I said 5.5in or something but the women has to say "eh well I had sex with a guy with 10 inches". What was the POINT of that interaction, why do I want a fucking IM 95 POUNDS mf IS IT SUPPOSED TO HIT MY SOUL? Am I just autistic genuinely so many interactions or trying to act normal I end up looking so awkward or I do it wrong. The point of the interaction is to make you feel lesser than them, girls do this a fuck ton its so strange the competition.
What is up with people being so fucking cruel, comfortably and upfront. You know they don't ever think about you again, they get to sleep so comfortably.
My mother spends time complimenting my face but it always ends with "because im your mother". She has a lot of work done and she is the same as those shallow people. I don't look like her. I don't have the features she had or has now, other than face shape and eyes. I look more like my father. I hear how she speaks about others who are ugly or fat, or pointing out features that I may have. So what is it she thinks about me, is it what she says. Obviously not. She speaks about ugly people like its some form of karma. I see how people treat her because of her looks. One time she misheard me or thought I called her ugly, no I called her stupid. But out of all the times that was something majorly pissed her off Its the one thing she brings up in order to measure as to what she puts on the table with her relationships.
I told someone... All I had said was I wanted a nose job. I gave logical reasons as to why and I get the same response over and over again. The reason is because I feel some sort of shame for being with someone who is attractive, I don't want to even think about the comments on that because its a weird thing where an attractive person chooses an unattractive person people always have to say that the person is out of their league. I've been around girls who speak about it in that "Why is he/she with him/her, they could do so much better", why do we even think about relationships so shallow. I heard it from guys too and its so strange. People don't think its common but I mean it has been for me to hear and see that. I grew up in a poorer area so maybe its that but I doubt it has to do with class now because even poor people for some reasons spend 1000s on a shit iphone lmao but mainly social media blends with our "real" world.
Am I a traitor if i get bullshit done to my face? I just want to be able to look at myself in the mirror without feeling like this. I don't want to dread preparing myself to go outside and hear some bs from anyone. It's not all day but it's never never. I think its my personality too that accounts to others comfortably bullying. I am very quiet and I tend to be very emotionless, I have emotions I just don't express them often. I can be a bit fucking weird or cringy, I get it andd I sit very still ig thats some issue too. Sometimes someone talks to me and I answer back but then I slowly realize it was just trolling ._.
I don't want a compliment, I don't want an insult. I wish we didn't even have to take looks into account, or that it wasn't so normalized. I think about it ruining or disfiguring myself what would they say then. I mean theres no way they could give me some bullshit then.
Grammar is likely bad, its 3:33 am im a bit tired to check through it sorry.
