Discussion I know we aren't supposed to test ingest SN... but I just dissolved 3g :D

[Chemi]

I hope you're okay.

I am for the most part <3

SN-Ingestion Report: My Terrifying Brush with SN-Fueled Hypoxia Hell

My SN ingestion report and its risks and effects This report is based on my personal account of ingesting a small dose (3.1 grams) of SN out of curiosity, not as a suicide attempt. This report is to highlight the severe risks, unpredictable effects, and potential consequences of reckless...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[tamamori]

glad to hear you're okay now. i wasn't aware this site doesn't strip metadata, that's terrible. i think i have location turned off on my camera app so i should be fine but it's really the sort of thing people don't even think about before posting, so i feel like there should be a PSA about it somewhere.

will read the report, also. looks interesting!

 

[Dante_]

It's NOT worth trying, that's general consensus according to multiple people here who have tried it themselves and documented their experience, myself included.

If you want to CTB with SN, hey, it's your right, it's why we're all here, can't judge. BUT DO IT RIGHT OR ELSE YOU'LL BE CAUSING YOURSELF AN UNNECESSARILY PAINFUL DEATH. Gestures and trial runs with SN are VERY DANGEROUS because this chemical is deadly even in very low quantities, the recommended dosage exists for a reason: so you can die quickly and in relative comfort.

I don't even know why this is a discussion, its absolutely not worth it because for one, the longer the symptoms progress before losing consciousness, the more distressing it eventually will be. It doesnt make sense to undergo such a process where you could find yourself in a position where death is realistically possible before you are ready for such a outcome, the margins are just too close with make the choice to drink it without into huge risks here, biggest one being you dont know how your own body will react nor its potential lethal dose. I cannot reiterate this anymore than it should be, especially from my own experience, not WORTH IT.

 

[SleepyBB]

Let this be a lesson to those lurking then.

I'm glad you're still with us @Chemi

 

[EmpressDean]

shit, thats bad
last year i ingested 2 g and ended up in intensive care, almost died
if you are not sure about suicide, please, call the paramedics
you have put your phone away, so you wont see this, but i wish you the best. im praying for the best outcome, no matter what it is for you

Were you aiming to die? Or just trying it out? Did you call the ambulance on yourself? How did it feel? Painful? Cramping? Suffocating?

I always remove the metadata from any pics that I post here.

This particular subforum is public. At the moment that I'm typing this, there's over 2,600 people viewing the front page who aren't logged in. Among them [and even among logged-in users] are pro-lifers, law enforcement, journalists. They are always looking to ruin people's attempts.

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What's the forum? How did journalists get on it? I'm confused

 

[ummagumma]

Were you aiming to die? Or just trying it out? Did you call the ambulance on yourself? How did it feel? Painful? Cramping? Suffocating?

sorry for the long reply, havent visited the forum...

i wanted to die and i was sure that i could do it. but i was at work at the time. when i got home i lost my determination. i got scared. i understood that if i drank 25 grams, i would die. so i decided to play russian roulette (if you can call it so)

it was pretty peaceful. i didnt panic after the drink (but maybe alprazolam caused it, i took 2mg? dont remember exactly). at first there were no simptoms, i even thought that nothing will happen. then simptoms came, but nothing torturous. dizziness, weakness, cyanosis. well just like the instructions say

my dad got home, saw me being a little bit blue, lol, and called an ambulance. thats all