Discussion I know we aren't supposed to test ingest SN... but I just dissolved 3g :D

[Chemi]

I know we aren't supposed to test ingest SN, but I'm gonna test ingest SN quickly haha :D
I just can't resist. I ate lots at dinner earlier and didn't take any of the recommended meds.
Been staring at my SN for almost 2 hours now. I am so incredibly tempted.
I'm not even sad at the moment. I actually feel kinda good.

Realistically, I don't think imma CTB, but if it happens, that's alright.
I'm prepared and happy to go.

So I just dissolved 3g.
It's really not even that cloudy even after I mixed it up even more post taking pictures. Doesn't smell like anything either. Idk what I expected. Kinda disappointed.

Anyway, cheers!
See y'all later... or not :D

PLEASE DON'T DO IT YOURSELF UNLESS YOURE 100% READY TO DIE - forgot to add that. Thanks @NearlyIrrelevantCake

PSA - DO NOT test-ingest SN

As users are aware, this platform advocates for personal bodily autonomy and supports individuals' rational choices regarding how they wish to live or die. However, there have been recent posts from users who have been "testing" their sodium nitrite (SN) supply—not for the purpose of an actual...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

For anyone else reading DO NOT TEST SMALL AMOUNTS OF SN LIKE THIS UNLESS YOU ARE 100% READY TO DIE AT THAT TIME. People have died from TINY amounts of SN.

PSA - DO NOT test-ingest SN

As users are aware, this platform advocates for personal bodily autonomy and supports individuals' rational choices regarding how they wish to live or die. However, there have been recent posts from users who have been "testing" their sodium nitrite (SN) supply—not for the purpose of an actual...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Chemi]

A couple of minutes after I drank it, now.
It's disgusting. Y'all drink 25grams of that? Eww

My head is thumping, I feel my heart beating all the way up my neck, a bit dizzy when I move my head too fast, and my eyes are feeling heavy. I might just be getting tired, though.

 

[Bimbosqualo]

I know we aren't supposed to test ingest SN, but I'm gonna test ingest SN quickly haha :D
I just can't resist. I ate lots at dinner earlier and didn't take any of the recommended meds.
Been staring at my SN for almost 2 hours now. I am so incredibly tempted.
I'm not even sad at the moment. I actually feel kinda good.

Realistically, I don't think imma CTB, but if it happens, that's alright.
I'm prepared and happy to go.

So I just dissolved 3g.
It's really not even that cloudy even after I mixed it up even more post taking pictures. Doesn't smell like anything either. Idk what I expected. Kinda disappointed.

Anyway, cheers!
See y'all later... or not :D

PLEASE DON'T DO IT YOURSELF UNLESS YOURE 100% READY TO DIE - forgot to add that. Thanks @NearlyIrrelevantCake

PSA - DO NOT test-ingest SN

As users are aware, this platform advocates for personal bodily autonomy and supports individuals' rational choices regarding how they wish to live or die. However, there have been recent posts from users who have been "testing" their sodium nitrite (SN) supply—not for the purpose of an actual...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Did you drink it? How do you feel now?

 

[Chemi]

Lying down for a bit. Left ear is ringing now. No nausea so far, surprisingly

 

[Bimbosqualo]

Don't risk it, even just 3 grams can be lethal, ask for help or try to vomit it.

 

[Chemi]

Quite out of breath now 15 minutes in but this really ain't that bad. Putting phone away now. Vision bit blurry

 

[Bimbosqualo]

Whatever decision you make, I wish you the best

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Hello. This is your choice and you said that you are happy to go but if you find you regret this choice and wish to do something besides calling an ambulance, I'd drink water 500 ML's and puke, drink water again and puke again, then drink water one last time and NOT puke. If you hydrate yourself enough/expell fast enough it should help, remember that you CAN die but without fasting and already having drunk water/eaten prior, it will most likely mess you up physically rather than killing you. Fasting is required for a reason.

I wish you the best

 

[GlassMoon]

@Chemi can I send you a DM about something important?

 

[SleepyBB]

Rest in peace if you don't return. This is a really bad idea and I would call paramedics if I were you, but then again I'm not and I don't know your story. I'm sorry you've felt that this was it for you. If you don't want to die please call a medic. Even just one gram is enough. This could take hourssss to kill you. Please take care and if this is the end for you, I wish you the best on your crossing.

 

[ilovenewyork]

Suggest calling the paramedics, quickly.

 

[ummagumma]

shit, thats bad
last year i ingested 2 g and ended up in intensive care, almost died
if you are not sure about suicide, please, call the paramedics
you have put your phone away, so you wont see this, but i wish you the best. im praying for the best outcome, no matter what it is for you