Story I know I have potential but I am not conventionally pretty. That is reason enough.

[LifeAfterDeath00]

I will never be the most beautiful no matter how much I try I guess. My weight keeps piling up. I am definitely talented, but I have anxiety related to my appearance. I always loved Marilyn Monroes, she is equally talented and beautiful, I wish I was like her in all honesty, maybe things would be better while I was alive?

 

[Isadeth]

Not to sound corny, but talent far outweighs being attractive than actual looks. Also, you don't want to be known for being liked for something superficial.

You can lose weight (if you choose!) But many of the "pretty" people can't fix their internal persona. That makes them ugly.

Your physical appearance honestly probably isn't as bad as you say. We're our own worst critic. I have body dysmorphia...maybe you do too. It's awful. You never know your true appearance. So I try to make my soul as beautiful as possible.

I've always been more attracted to people with talent or a skill than "looks" because why not? Looks fade.

I hope you feel better about yourself soon. But I know it's hard.

♡