I know for sure that my best love in my life is behind me. The one in which I lived as if in paradise.

[orlandom]

I know for sure that my best love in my life is behind me. The one in which I lived as if in paradise.

All my relatives said that time will pass and you will feel better. Yes - the time has passed. It's really easier for me. I can already sleep at night. I still don't take care of myself. But I'm sure I'll start taking care of myself in a couple of months.

But.

I know for sure that my most incredible and strongest love is behind my life. And I can't get her back.

I think I could possibly fall in love in a couple of years. But I know for sure that this will no longer be the strongest love in my life.


I am so glad that life has given me 3 years of incredible feelings. Do you understand? I was ecstatic.

But.

I do not want. I am such a person.

Is it all or nothing? Do you understand?

Someone understands me?

I don't like anything in between.

I love you all. Guys.

I'm tired.

Just emotions.




Is it all or nothing

 

[Last chance]

Get some rest my friend.

 

[Beachedwhale]

Have you tried psychedelics?

 

[orlandom]

Have you tried psychedelics?

I tried life with her. Psychedelics are no longer needed.

 

[nopointofliving]

I loved him too much. I still do. They told me: time heals. But I don't agree. We just move on with many scars. It becomes our habit to walk around bleeding. I root for you my friend. Stay strong. have some rest :)

 

[Beachedwhale]

I tried life with her. Psychedelics are no longer needed.

Just asking because I've heard they can infuse you with the deepest love possible. A love for yourself and all beings.

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

I feel you man. I had 3 years with my ex and I know even if I fell in love again I'd just be comparing it to what I had.

Heck, my family outright told me "no girl like that will ever like you again" when it fell apart. Now i barely bother to brush my teeth in the morning because who the fuck cares

 

[CatTheBus5689]

Sometimes it feels like the only reason time heals us is so that we can get hurt again.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

nice to see you back orly. you doing better

 

[Nephis]

I understand your feelings I lost the person, I loved dearly too...That moment you wake up after the day you both parted way's seems like an entirely different world, a nightmare, it feels like you were ripped away from the beautiful life that you thought you could have. I understand what you mean since it's the same for me the beautiful love that you had is gone and time won't really bring that back, no amount of healing will let you ever experience anything like that ever again, and because of that why live in this new world, you were forced into? It's just better to end things where they were to leave off on a good note.