- May 23, 2018
I don't want to live but I'm scared to die. I'm stuck. It would have been better had i not existed at all, then i wouldn't have to worry about not existing again. To think i wouldn't even be here right now had another sperm cell got into the hole first. Just my luck right? I'm going to try one more attempt and if i fail again then i'm done. I"ll accept my fate and grow old and resentful.