I keep fluctuating between wanting to live versus not

[over2025]

Just last week, I was fairly close to getting the means to CTB. This week, my life hasn't changed at all, but I've just been living and passing the time with the same emptiness as before without thinking about CTB. I wonder how much time I can pass before I finally decide to end it, because there isn't another solution left. I can't just keep passing time forever.

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

One day at a time.