Avril
Unlovable.
- Aug 8, 2020
- 570
If I just let go, I'd be set free! I drive myself crazy thinking everything's about me! WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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doomedbynarrative
Losing more of myself every day.
- Jan 21, 2026
- 55
Man, I miss Chester Bennington. I hope that man found the peace he never could in life!
Avril
Unlovable.
- Aug 8, 2020
- 570
Yes, me too. One More Light felt like a suicide note. Heavy sounded like a cry for help.
Man, I miss Chester Bennington. I hope that man found the peace he never could in life!
Worndown
Angelic
- Mar 21, 2019
- 4,106
The read is a bit long, but you are not the first to experience this.
You need to find ways to move past things.
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A senior monk and a junior monk were travelling together. At one point, they came to a river with a strong current. As the monks were preparing to cross the river, they saw a very young and beautiful woman also attempting to cross. The young woman asked if they could help her cross to the other side.
The two monks glanced at one another because they had taken vows not to touch a woman.
Then, without a word, the older monk picked up the woman, carried her across the river, placed her gently on the other side, and carried on his journey.
The younger monk couldn't believe what had just happened. After rejoining his companion, he was speechless, and an hour passed without a word between them.
Two more hours passed, then three, finally the younger monk could contain himself any longer, and blurted out "As monks, we are not permitted to touch a woman, how could you then carry that woman on your shoulders?"
The older monk looked at him and replied, "Brother, I set her down on the other side of the river, why are you still carrying her?"
doomedbynarrative
Losing more of myself every day.
- Jan 21, 2026
- 55
Yeah. The video of the last concert he sang at where he was singing One More Light never fails to bring me to tears. You could see how much he was struggling and yet he was surrounded by fans who adored him, holding his hand, hugging him, etc... Surrounded by people yet so alone and in pain inside. Clearly still mourning for Chris Cornell.
The lines. "And you're angry. And you should be. It's not fair." always feels like sucker punch to the gut because yeah...Similar threads
