no 4mat

no 4mat

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Oct 17, 2020
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it's very impossible as poor adopted subhuman. i sleep on random houses roofs at 10°C with only hat and backpack. no one wanna hire me cuz impossible to find jobs here. I seriously would end it it all if i had enough benzos/phenobarbital but the amount o have isn't enough jusy ml grams and 3g of phenob
tbh yall maybe share my pain or something but damn. I really hate crying everyday at cold night. if only i find a job
 
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CoalmineCanary

CoalmineCanary

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Jul 15, 2020
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I'm so sorry for your unfortunate circumstances. I hope you find some comfort here in the chaos that you are in. :'(:heart:
 
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I'm sorry, that's an intolerable situation you find yourself in. Puts my issues in perspective. I really hope you have a bit of good luck soon and maybe get a job.
 
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no 4mat

no 4mat

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Oct 17, 2020
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thank you all for support etc but all hopes and dreams won't do shit to me. fuck this non fair life. wish i had a one who care about me irl. if only i had the required amount of ctb substances
sorry for long rants in just so tired of walking 9 hours a day looking for jobs
 
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Garbage Person

Garbage Person

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Jan 17, 2020
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I'm sorry you're in that situation. If you had a way to America, my door would be open to you.
 
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Ghost2211

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I know you said hopes and wishes don't help, and I know that's true in a lot of ways. I wish there was more I could do to help, but I'm here if you need someone to talk with so you feel less alone.
 
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CoalmineCanary

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How much/far can $10 Canadian get/last you in Syria?

Asking for a friend.
 
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no 4mat

no 4mat

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Oct 17, 2020
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How much/far can $10 Canadian get/last you in Syria?

Asking for a friend.
bro i don't care about any shit money i don't want any beg pity money been offered alot by online people but I appreciate your care bro.
only thing would made my ctb delays is if i find way to escape this abuse shit hole Syria
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
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Heartbreaking.
I hate this world. :aw:
 
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