
Rounded Agony
Hard to live, harder to die
- Aug 8, 2022
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I was watching a robin jump around outside, and as it just rained I thought "oh, it's probably looking for poor worms to rip from their home the earth to eat...but I guess it also has to eat...".
But no - there's a tarp down for grass restoration or something (I just rent, idk) so it couldn't get at the ground. Instead, it spied the raspberries growing on the bushes, and sort of hop-flapped up to get one. It pulled it off, and just pecked at it. Then it got another one.
I know birds are omnivores, but I just fucking cried seeing that. Here I was thinking I was about to be subjected to a Rated-G episode of Nature is Metal, but instead I saw an adorable example of life sustaining life. Nothing died. The tree spreads its seed, the bird gets to eat, the worm digs away.
Why the fuck can't this be how it is always? The fact many creatures require the death of others so that they may live is one of my main existential gripes and, among other worse reasons, makes me want to fucking die. Especially because it is clearly not a requirement for life.
As this beautiful nature scene has reminded me with oh-so-much melancholy.
But no - there's a tarp down for grass restoration or something (I just rent, idk) so it couldn't get at the ground. Instead, it spied the raspberries growing on the bushes, and sort of hop-flapped up to get one. It pulled it off, and just pecked at it. Then it got another one.
I know birds are omnivores, but I just fucking cried seeing that. Here I was thinking I was about to be subjected to a Rated-G episode of Nature is Metal, but instead I saw an adorable example of life sustaining life. Nothing died. The tree spreads its seed, the bird gets to eat, the worm digs away.
Why the fuck can't this be how it is always? The fact many creatures require the death of others so that they may live is one of my main existential gripes and, among other worse reasons, makes me want to fucking die. Especially because it is clearly not a requirement for life.
As this beautiful nature scene has reminded me with oh-so-much melancholy.