i just purchased my SN! (=^ ◡ ^=)

[bambibambam]

ahhh! i'm so happy. i just purchased 50g of SN, right now i'm awaiting my tracking details… i only need to find meto and antacid. i almost have my way out of this unfair and cruel world. after that nothing will matter anymore, i'll be free. i'm getting so emotional just thinking of it. freedom. my plans are going so smoothly now it's almost like this was meant to be, in less than a month it'll all be over. all my suffering for the past 20 years has led me to this point, it's all so bittersweet. i did all of this for nothing, i never accomplished anything big in life… and i'm okay with it being that way. ♡

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so relieved, I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck!

 

[Agon321]

I'm happy for you.
I know it sounds strange in this context :).
You don't necessarily have to look for Antacid.
According to current "guides", it is not needed for effective CTB.
Good luck.

 

[bambibambam]

I'm happy for you.
I know it sounds strange in this context :).
You don't necessarily have to look for Antacid.
According to current "guides", it is not needed for effective CTB.
Good luck.

yeah, i am more concerned about finding a meto source. i had meto but it was confiscated from me today, i'm searching everywhere to try to find a source because i can't remember where i ordered mine from. :p

 

[Agon321]

yeah, i am more concerned about finding a meto source. i had meto but it was confiscated from me today, i'm searching everywhere to try to find a source because i can't remember where i ordered mine from. :p

Unfortunately I am unable to help.
I ordered domperidone in 2022.
The website I ordered from no longer has domperidone and meto.

 

[TiredTurtle2]

Congratulations! i hope it makes it to you safely

 

[Niyxx]

ahhh! i'm so happy. i just purchased 50g of SN, right now i'm awaiting my tracking details… i only need to find meto and antacid. i almost have my way out of this unfair and cruel world. after that nothing will matter anymore, i'll be free. i'm getting so emotional just thinking of it. freedom. my plans are going so smoothly now it's almost like this was meant to be, in less than a month it'll all be over. all my suffering for the past 20 years has led me to this point, it's all so bittersweet. i did all of this for nothing, i never accomplished anything big in life… and i'm okay with it being that way. ♡

Aw yeah, I hope your pain ends :((
Hugs Xx

 

[rozeske]

I wish you all the best with it

 

[belowhorizon]

Does meto or SN itself cause you to fall unconscious? If SN is painful then it helps to pass out before it takes effect

 

[dggtscccvfd]

Does meto or SN itself cause you to fall unconscious? If SN is painful then it helps to pass out before it takes effect

SN itself causes you to fall unconscious. SN can be painful before you pass out. Passing out takes 15-30 minutes.

 

[teajay1]

i hope you find the rest of what you need! also how did ur meto get taken away from you? could your sn get taken away too?:<

 

[vetreadytodie1972]

SN itself causes you to fall unconscious. SN can be painful before you pass out. Passing out takes 15-30 minutes.

SN by itself can make you CTB? I am ordering mine today, I hope.

 

[dggtscccvfd]

SN by itself can make you CTB? I am ordering mine today, I hope.

SN by itself can make you CTB, but antiemetics are recommended to avoid vomiting.

 

[straydog]

SN by itself can make you CTB? I am ordering mine today, I hope.

An antiemetic is highly recommended if not outright required to prevent vomiting. The body recognizes SN as harmful and will do everything it can to expel it. There are some reports of success without meto but generally speaking you need an antiemetic to decrease the risk of failure.

 

[bambibambam]

Does meto or SN itself cause you to fall unconscious? If SN is painful then it helps to pass out before it takes effect

you can ctb on just SN alone, there's a few cases on here where some people only use ibuprofen. i believe meto just makes it easier for you/reduces vomiting i think :p either way, meto or not you'll vomit which is why it's safe to make multiple cups of SN which is what i'll be doin <3

Unfortunately I am unable to help.
I ordered domperidone in 2022.
The website I ordered from no longer has domperidone and meto.

it's okay, no worries <3 thank you anyways

 

[Readytogo246]

Congrats

 

[bambibambam]

i hope you find the rest of what you need! also how did ur meto get taken away from you? could your sn get taken away too?:<

my mom is a very controlling and narcissistic woman, she's well aware of my suicidal tendencies but not to the point where my life being at risk was a concern to her. i have a social worker who's been with me since i was 16, and she suggested that the locks in my room be removed and that any medication i take is to be locked away bcus of the many times i attempted to OD when i was younger. i'm used to her going through my things while i'm asleep, i think she found my meto and didn't recognize it so it's either locked away or she discarded it by now. i found a good hiding place for my SN and my new meto that i'm going to order soon :>