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burninghill

burninghill

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Dec 2, 2025
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I have nightmares constantly and they often centre around someone in my life killing themselves, but this time it was me.

I dreamt everyone in my life was going to know all of the bad things I've done. I tried to escape it but I immediately ran away and laid down on the railway and I was dead in under a minute. I remember rubbing my thumb against my hand while I laid down to distract myself.

I don't know what to do about this dream.
 
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Aknu132

Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
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Our mind is fucked up, I've also been having a lot of nightmares, not even in my sleep i get peace, i feel you.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
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I have nightmares constantly and they often centre around someone in my life killing themselves, but this time it was me.

I dreamt everyone in my life was going to know all of the bad things I've done. I tried to escape it but I immediately ran away and laid down on the railway and I was dead in under a minute. I remember rubbing my thumb against my hand while I laid down to distract myself.

I don't know what to do about this dream.
I've had a consistent dream of me jumping off a cliff with 0 context since I was 7. Along with dying by gunshot and stabbed to death in multiple places within a warzone.
 
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burninghill

burninghill

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Dec 2, 2025
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I've had a consistent dream of me jumping off a cliff with 0 context since I was 7. Along with dying by gunshot and stabbed to death in multiple places within a warzone.
I usually dream of other peoples suicides and it makes me really ashamed.
 
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CloudyRue

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May 7, 2026
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I often have nightmares like this too
 

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