I just got out of psych ward after an attempt

[lomorbu]

Ketamine overdose. Actually really enjoyed the experience leading up to death. You pretty much sink in so deep you stop breathing. I would try it again. I got caught. I don't know the details.

I wrote a list of various plant based milks on sheets of paper and compared the pros and cons of all of them with the felt tip markers they allowed me.

 

[sugarb]

Ketamine overdose. Actually really enjoyed the experience leading up to death. You pretty much sink in so deep you stop breathing. I would try it again. I got caught. I don't know the details.

I wrote a list of various plant based milks on sheets of paper and compared the pros and cons of all of them with the felt tip markers they allowed me.

I know about almond milk and soy milk, are there others? I'm curious about that list now lol

Hope the hospital was chill

 

[failure383]

I know about almond milk and soy milk, are there others? I'm curious about that list now lol

Hope the hospital was chill

Oat milk tastes good too.

 

[lomorbu]

know about almond milk and soy milk, are there others? I'm curious about that list now lol

here is my personal ranking:

1. soy milk
2. oat milk (tastes better than soy milk in drinks but not as versatile in cooking)
3. coconut milk
4. rice milk
5. quinoa milk
6. cashew milk
7. pea milk
8. cashew milk
9. flaxseed milk
10. almond milk (makes my tummy hurt)

 

[incorporeal]

those ndexperiences make you wonder why people choose to od on relatively non-peaceful and inaccessable compounds like sn. with patience anyone can find fent, ket, h, or whatever. the key is to have a backup dose....

 

[sugarb]

those ndexperiences make you wonder why people choose to od on relatively non-peaceful and inaccessable compounds like sn. with patience anyone can find fent, ket, h, or whatever. the key is to have a backup dose....

Going to prison for drugs could move CTB years away and potentially take away options like firearms. And some people (ex: me) really really don't like drugs

not to mention you need a dealer. If you're rural or suburban that's a lot harder

here is my personal ranking:

1. soy milk
2. oat milk (tastes better than soy milk in drinks but not as versatile in cooking)
3. coconut milk
4. rice milk
5. quinoa milk
6. cashew milk
7. pea milk
8. cashew milk
9. flaxseed milk
10. almond milk (makes my tummy hurt)

You're very educated on plant milks!

I'm a 2% whole milk fan personally

 

[incorporeal]

Going to prison for drugs could move CTB years away and potentially take away options like firearms. And some people (ex: me) really really don't like drugs

not to mention you need a dealer. If you're rural or suburban that's a lot harder

i understand that the sourcing process, let alone ingestation, is daunting for someone who isn't accustomed to 'illicit' drugs. but you don't need a dealer; you need ~$100, a mailing address, and a personal computer. it is no different nor more illegal than sourcing sn. anyway, who goes to prison for drugs unless they make an error? getting caught is a user error, not a system error. the issues that you suggested are skill issues

 

[locked*n*loaded]

So, is this thread about using cow's milk alternatives to ctb on?¿

 

[sugarb]

i understand that the sourcing process, let alone ingestation, is daunting for someone who isn't accustomed to 'illicit' drugs. but you don't need a dealer; you need ~$100, a mailing address, and a personal computer. it is no different nor more illegal than sourcing sn. anyway, who goes to prison for drugs unless they make an error? getting caught is a user error, not a system error. the issues that you suggested are skill issues

The issue is that user error doesn't just get you institutionalized. It can also get you sent to prison for years, fucking up your ability to CTB (and your life as a whole if you change your mind) basically forever.

Whether you have enough skill to avoid all that or not is your business, but I think you're massively underestimating the ability of law enforcement to police online drug trafficking and taking needless risks. There are well over a million Americans in prison right now who had "skill issues". Why not go for a legal and actually reliable method? Buy some rope or something?

 

[Bear1234]

i understand that the sourcing process, let alone ingestation, is daunting for someone who isn't accustomed to 'illicit' drugs. but you don't need a dealer; you need ~$100, a mailing address, and a personal computer. it is no different nor more illegal than sourcing sn. anyway, who goes to prison for drugs unless they make an error? getting caught is a user error, not a system error. the issues that you suggested are skill issues

I understand where you are coming from but most people don't have those kind of connections in all honestly. Its hard to be sure what is a reliable resource, how much of the drug is enough. The thing is people on here have gotten SN down to a science and the source is legit so its much more easier to trust. But i am happy for you in all honesty for having those resources and if you ever CTB, I hope its a painless and peaceful way out <3

 

[lomorbu]

So, is this thread about using cow's milk alternatives to ctb on?¿

Does every thread have to be about how you guys get your rocks off? Or can I just be a girl who just tried to killed themselves and failed in peace?

 

[incorporeal]

I understand where you are coming from but most people don't have those kind of connections in all honestly. Its hard to be sure what is a reliable resource, how much of the drug is enough. The thing is people on here have gotten SN down to a science and the source is legit so its much more easier to trust. But i am happy for you in all honesty for having those resources and if you ever CTB, I hope its a painless and peaceful way out <3

yeah, not everyone has access. i get it. i was in the impression that sn did not have a reliable source in the same fashion as dark nets. thank u for the info.

 

[lomorbu]

Going to prison for drugs could move CTB years away and potentially take away options like firearms. And some people (ex: me) really really don't like drugs

not to mention you need a dealer. If you're rural or suburban that's a lot harder

You're very educated on plant milks!

I'm a 2% whole milk fan personally

I like 2% milk as well. There were many plant milks at the facility I was in. I just started fixating on it because the psych experience to attempted suicide always feels degrading. I'm not a big whole milk fan

I understand where you are coming from but most people don't have those kind of connections in all honestly. Its hard to be sure what is a reliable resource, how much of the drug is enough. The thing is people on here have gotten SN down to a science and the source is legit so its much more easier to trust. But i am happy for you in all honesty for having those resources and if you ever CTB, I hope its a painless and peaceful way out <3

I won't give instructions or directions too I will say if people have the option they should probably do SN. I live in the major city to ket is ridiculously easy to find by fentanyl is always a risk. So even if people do have the connections, you can never be sure unless you test your supply everytime no matter what

 

[sugarb]

I like 2% milk as well. There were many plant milks at the facility I was in. I just started fixating on it because the psych experience to attempted suicide always feels degrading. I'm not a big whole milk fan

I won't give instructions or directions too I will say if people have the option they should probably do SN. I live in the major city to ket is ridiculously easy to find by fentanyl is always a risk. So even if people do have the connections, you can never be sure unless you test your supply everytime no matter what

Big reason I stayed completely silent initially even before I was sure. Psych sounds horrid :v

Golly i love milk

 

[Bear1234]

I like 2% milk as well. There were many plant milks at the facility I was in. I just started fixating on it because the psych experience to attempted suicide always feels degrading. I'm not a big whole milk fan

I won't give instructions or directions too I will say if people have the option they should probably do SN. I live in the major city to ket is ridiculously easy to find by fentanyl is always a risk. So even if people do have the connections, you can never be sure unless you test your supply everytime no matter what

agree with you. I do wish tho that SN had a decreased time to get to unconsciousness and maybe more of a reassurance of painlessness lol

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Does every thread have to be about how you guys get your rocks off? Or can I just be a girl who just tried to killed themselves and failed in peace?

Of course not. But, the Suicide Discussion forum is supposed to be about just that - suicide and suicide related issues. That's why the "Offtopic" forum was created, or the "Recovery" forum was created, or the Forum Suggestions forum was created, etc. And, btw, I don't get my "rocks off" by reading about people's suffering. I'm really starting to relate with many of FC's postings about how so many of the postings in the Suicide Discussion forum have nothing whatsoever to do with suicide, or suicide related issues. It's quite MaDdEnInG, actually.

 

[lomorbu]

Of course not. But, the Suicide Discussion forum is supposed to be about just that - suicide and suicide related issues. That's why the "Offtopic" forum was created, or the "Recovery" forum was created, or the Forum Suggestions forum was created, etc. And, btw, I don't get my "rocks off" by reading about people's suffering. I'm really starting to relate with many of FC's postings about how so many of the postings in the Suicide Discussion forum have nothing whatsoever to do with suicide, or suicide related issues. It's quite MaDdEnInG, actually.

This thread was more intended about being a discussion then any kind of distinct lecture and disucssion. The milk thing is a psych ward cope, and most people who have been to psych ward no it's a great time to disassociate. I didn't intend to talk about just milk it was really obviously some light hearted fun. I brought up my suicide and discussing the method I used in this thread. We've even discussed it. You're reaching

 

[Meowmeownextweek]

Hi saya

 

[acey]

I like 2% milk as well. There were many plant milks at the facility I was in. I just started fixating on it because the psych experience to attempted suicide always feels degrading. I'm not a big whole milk fan

I won't give instructions or directions too I will say if people have the option they should probably do SN. I live in the major city to ket is ridiculously easy to find by fentanyl is always a risk. So even if people do have the connections, you can never be sure unless you test your supply everytime no matter what

do you think the issue was with the substance or that you were found? I'd been trying to source fentanyl but no luck, wondering if ketamine is more realistic.

 

[rozeske]

The experiences past failed attempts can be hard. I hope you are doing alright considering everything

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome back and don't be too hard to yourself. I'm glad you left the psych ward.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

You're reaching

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