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jawdropped123

jawdropped123

Experienced
Mar 19, 2022
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Ive talked about my condition on ss that made me smell very bad. Its uncurable. Im trying multivitamin magnesium and probiotic at the moment. Im trying to be vegan too. Im dealing with a horrible flu right now to lol. I still got a job. A full time job. The owner met me before so he can tell that i smell but he still hired me. I understand that they are desperate. Will they bully me out of that job or will they fire me for whatever other reason?😔
I guess i wouldnt know until it happen.

Why even bother anyways if i will never get better. The thing is that the more days go by the less able i am to end my life due to fear. Im tired im embarrassed. This needs to stop. I have no choice.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
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DREAM job?!? Wow, that is so cool, and I'm so happy and pleased for you! Congrats!!!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with the job, I hope that things go well, but I'm sorry that you are suffering. Having to live with that condition must be so awful.
 
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Julgran

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Ive talked about my condition on ss that made me smell very bad. Its uncurable. Im trying multivitamin magnesium and probiotic at the moment. Im trying to be vegan too. Im dealing with a horrible flu right now to lol. I still got a job. A full time job. The owner met me before so he can tell that i smell but he still hired me. I understand that they are desperate. Will they bully me out of that job or will they fire me for whatever other reason?😔
I guess i wouldnt know until it happen.

Congratulations to you for landing that job!

If you don't mind me asking, what kind of a job is it? You don't have to answer this question, of course.

Anyhow, I wish you the best! :wink:

Why even bother anyways if i will never get better. The thing is that the more days go by the less able i am to end my life due to fear. Im tired im embarrassed. This needs to stop. I have no choice.

Do you still feel a need to end your life after landing this dream job..?
 
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TheWood

TheWood

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Mar 1, 2022
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Don't bandage the head before breaking it. Focus on doing your best at work and less on what your boss or co-workers might think about you. It could be that things are going decently for you or vice versa. Congrats
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

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Dec 31, 2021
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Good luck! I hope you can be succesful!!😁
 
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VikingHagstrom

VikingHagstrom

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Sep 8, 2021
38
You will be doing great
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
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Ive talked about my condition on ss that made me smell very bad. Its uncurable. Im trying multivitamin magnesium and probiotic at the moment. Im trying to be vegan too. Im dealing with a horrible flu right now to lol. I still got a job. A full time job. The owner met me before so he can tell that i smell but he still hired me. I understand that they are desperate. Will they bully me out of that job or will they fire me for whatever other reason?😔
I guess i wouldnt know until it happen.

Why even bother anyways if i will never get better. The thing is that the more days go by the less able i am to end my life due to fear. Im tired im embarrassed. This needs to stop. I have no choice.
Congrats on getting your dream job! That must be a treat! Just focus on that for now. Pamper yourself with that victory. 😊 Cheers! 🍻
 
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jawdropped123

jawdropped123

Experienced
Mar 19, 2022
219
DREAM job?!? Wow, that is so cool, and I'm so happy and pleased for you! Congrats!!!
Thank you so much
I wish you the best with the job, I hope that things go well, but I'm sorry that you are suffering. Having to live with that condition must be so awful.
Thank you!
Congratulations to you for landing that job!

If you don't mind me asking, what kind of a job is it? You don't have to answer this question, of course.

Anyhow, I wish you the best! :wink:



Do you still feel a need to end your life after landing this dream job..?
Thank you so much. I dont know whats its name in english but i calculate everything in construction.
Don't bandage the head before breaking it. Focus on doing your best at work and less on what your boss or co-workers might think about you. It could be that things are going decently for you or vice versa. Congrats
Thank you!
Congrats on getting your dream job! That must be a treat! Just focus on that for now. Pamper yourself with that victory. 😊 Cheers! 🍻
Thank you!🤗
 
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nothinginterest

Member
Mar 29, 2022
7
Wow, I'm curious to know why you have the bad smell but too bad I can't find your old post about that. Can you wear a clean cloth with a lot of fabric softener? Often time, I walked pass by people who smell so good from their clothing, not a perfume but a fabric softener. It's such a refreshing smell and at least that will make people think that you are wearing a clean cloth. Anyway, hope you get better from the flu very soon!
 
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jawdropped123

jawdropped123

Experienced
Mar 19, 2022
219
Wow, I'm curious to know why you have the bad smell but too bad I can't find your old post about that. Can you wear a clean cloth with a lot of fabric softener? Often time, I walked pass by people who smell so good from their clothing, not a perfume but a fabric softener. It's such a refreshing smell and at least that will make people think that you are wearing a clean cloth. Anyway, hope you get better from the flu very soon!
I have a stomach issue which cant be fixed that way. I take good care of myself
 
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nothinginterest

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Mar 29, 2022
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Sorry, I didn't mean that you have a bad hygiene at all.🙏🙏🙏 I am really bad at communication. I still can't point it out what I'm trying say. ;-;
 
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jawdropped123

jawdropped123

Experienced
Mar 19, 2022
219
Sorry, I didn't mean that you have a bad hygiene at all.🙏🙏🙏 I am really bad at communication. I still can't point it out what I'm trying say. ;-;
Its cool i dont mind atleast you apologized 😁
 
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sharky

sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
283
So happy for you! I wish you all the best
 
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VKVK

VKVK

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Oct 18, 2021
112
I'm deeply sorry if this sounds insensitive and I do wish you the very best and am glad you got the job, but I'm curious as to if high dosages of perfume don't do the trick?

Nevertheless, the guy hired you. Sometimes the smell isn't even that prevalent.
 
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jawdropped123

jawdropped123

Experienced
Mar 19, 2022
219
I'm deeply sorry if this sounds insensitive and I do wish you the very best and am glad you got the job, but I'm curious as to if high dosages of perfume don't do the trick?

Nevertheless, the guy hired you. Sometimes the smell isn't even that prevalent.
Lol smells on top of more smells is never the option especially if it comes from your stomach
 

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