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prototypian
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- May 6, 2024
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I try to listen to things that make me feel better. I try to do things that are positive and I always feel as though I'm climbing a steep hill and sliding backwards. I'm nervous worrying about suicide but I don't want to live anymore. I feel jealous of people who are already dead. I get so tired of advertisements and marketing and life in front of me.