bennay
Lost traveler
- Sep 2, 2021
- 111
I really just don't give a fuck anymore. I think I might have about a month left in me and mainly because I'm waiting on an adapter in the mail. Here's the layout:
I am using nitrogen (40 cu ft tank)
Scuba mask and regulator.
I bought a flow meter, popped it on the tank, opened it up, used a paint marker to mark 15LPM.
Checked mask, tightens to the face as I breathe in
Plan to lay reclining in a corner of my room so when I do go unconscious my head and back will be rested in the corner already.
Not too worried about tingling or haze, I think I'm going to count, just like an anesthesiologist has you do before surgery as they are gassing you to sleep.
Only thing I'm trying to figure out now is how to ensure I don't rip the mask off after I pass out, maybe I'll just sit on my hands? Not sure….
will have a note on the door, will probably do this an hour maybe a little more before my roommate gets home.
I already know this is absolutely what I want, and all the back and forth questions about what's after this and yadayada is actually just making me even more depressed and that just makes my physical pain worse. It's when I'm completely content with my decision that I actually feel relieved hence my not giving a fuck anymore.
I am using nitrogen (40 cu ft tank)
Scuba mask and regulator.
I bought a flow meter, popped it on the tank, opened it up, used a paint marker to mark 15LPM.
Checked mask, tightens to the face as I breathe in
Plan to lay reclining in a corner of my room so when I do go unconscious my head and back will be rested in the corner already.
Not too worried about tingling or haze, I think I'm going to count, just like an anesthesiologist has you do before surgery as they are gassing you to sleep.
Only thing I'm trying to figure out now is how to ensure I don't rip the mask off after I pass out, maybe I'll just sit on my hands? Not sure….
will have a note on the door, will probably do this an hour maybe a little more before my roommate gets home.
I already know this is absolutely what I want, and all the back and forth questions about what's after this and yadayada is actually just making me even more depressed and that just makes my physical pain worse. It's when I'm completely content with my decision that I actually feel relieved hence my not giving a fuck anymore.