i have the fetty, just waiting now…

[stupidmansuit]

have like 10 blues hopefully it's enough with zero tolerance, just need the gusto to proceed, my life is cooked but still…SI is a mothefucker, being backed into a corner of the worst kind of torture imaginable, i should already be dead…there's no better method than F and yet cannot pull the trigger on it yet, ive been addicted before and i think thats lingering in my mind, just getting hooked again would be a fucking disaster

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you have to go through, it's truly so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.