Tonight feels like the night the night to CTB. This is the first time I've tried a different method other than trying to swallowing pills or drinking myself into what should have been too much. I hope I can go through with it. I can't take this emptiness and pain anymore
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Rayzieka
Not Really Here
- Apr 28, 2021
- 637
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,427
I wish you the best. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
You are not alone. Whatever the outcome, just know there's people on this forum who care about you. Emptiness and pain seem to fall on the people who deserve it the least. There are phone hotlines available if you feel the need to talk to someone tonight. 
I wish there was a way to heal your 
I wish there was a way to heal your I hope you find peace, regardless of whether you decide to go tonight. I find myself also wishing that tonight will be the night. Good luck on your journey!
I agree with @Rayzieka, as no need to rush.
Sending you lots of love and hugs for where ever you are.
Walter
Sending you lots of love and hugs for where ever you are.
Walter
Whatever is out there, I wish you the best, and I hope you find peace <3
No matters what happens we hope you find peace. no need to rush, we are all here for you
So I didn't go through with it. I have a need for even numbers and I also needed to speak truth to one more person. 2022 is what I'm trying to hold out for. It's the hardest wait.
Insomniac
𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
- May 21, 2021
- 1,357
I think it's also my night. I'll be full suspension hanging. Anyway, good luck.
obliviousatbest
atrophy
- Nov 10, 2021
- 67
I'm sorry things didn't go the way you first wanted but its good to see you're still about. Think about what made you hold on and run with it if you don't know where else to run. Sending you peace and tranquil energy for your forthcoming days
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