Discussion I haven't been here for a while but need to talk to other people that don't judge and understand.

[Paralysed&Poorly2]

Hi

In my last posts I'd had enough and I was leaving and had my plan set but I started to feel better and changed my mind. I don't think all that planning went to waste as at least I know I always have a concrete out if needs be.

But I've been doing good trying to get my life back together and then today I've crashed slightly . I'm just sat her thinking wtf am I doing with my life and looking at all this shit I've got to attempt to deal with. Part of me just thinks but when will the battle ever end what if this is as good as it gets.

Hope everyone else is doing okay I know stupid question really x

 

[Mentalmick]

Welcome back.

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

Glad you're still with us.

 

[Paralysed&Poorly2]

Glad you're still with us.

Thankyou me too I suppose struggling a bit right now but I'm tough.
I probably look like I've got no activity if you look at my profile I requested some post be deleted. So I am a proper member if that makes sense

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

Thankyou me too I suppose struggling a bit right now but I'm tough.
I probably look like I've got no activity if you look at my profile I requested some post be deleted. So I am a proper member if that makes sense

That's great! I think you could try reporting your posts if you want them deleted

 

[WornOutLife]

I feel just like you.
I'm really doing my best to live and I think things could be sorted out but some other times I just wanna give up.

I guess that as long as we're not 100% sure, we'd better stay here and enjoy our stay in this great community, which as you said, won't judge you and will understand you!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[FuneralCry]

This life can be cruel and terrible at times. It is certainly an battle. I wish you all the best with it as nobody deserves to suffer.

 

[Paralysed&Poorly2]

I feel just like you.
I'm really doing my best to live and I think things could be sorted out but some other times I just wanna give up.

I guess that as long as we're not 100%, we'd better stay here and enjoy our stay in this great community, which as you said, won't judge you and will understand you!

Hugs,

Matt

Well your not alone Matt and I know I have my SS family . People who judge this site have no idea what people are going through.

This site actually stopped me actually acting irrationally several times and made me reflect and I didn't get judged for it. Everyone says I'm here for you XYZ no there not it's the biggest load of crap. It's just so there seen to be fair in society but if you don't fit in well we all know how that feels.

stay strong matt

I feel just like you.
I'm really doing my best to live and I think things could be sorted out but some other times I just wanna give up.

I guess that as long as we're not 100%, we'd better stay here and enjoy our stay in this great community, which as you said, won't judge you and will understand you!

Hugs,

Matt

Well your not alone Matt and I know I have my SS family . People who judge this site have no idea what people are going through.

This site actually stopped me actually acting irrationally several times and made me reflect and I didn't get judged for it. Everyone says I'm here for you XYZ no there not it's the biggest load of crap. It's just so there seen to be fair in society but if you don't fit in well we all know how that feels.

stay strong matt

 

[Isisnefert]

When I have a high suicidal level, I leave this site for a short time, but, after this, I 'll always come back